LDAR i feel extremely unwell as if my life is over

[packardD]

i have no freaking idea man. you know how long it takes me to come up with a low effort post like this? good lord. I am becoming dumber day by day.

i dont even think about inceldom anymore, to be completely honest. that is the least of my problems. i cant function properly anymore. i cant enjoy shit anymore. i am seriously thinking about hoping on jewish antidepressants such as vraylar or wellbutrin, which i have at home (i was prescribed them more than a year ago, but decided not to take them).

i am dying inside and i am not exaggerating or being melancholic. i feel severely unwell every single day. the thought of life passing me by, the thought of me being a mentally ill loser loner with no social and so financial prospects freaking scares me man. FOMO is merciless

not being attractive plays a huge role in this, and obviously is a cause (at least for the most part) of all this shit, but i am really scared for my life now. it has come to the point where i am getting panic attacks all day long.

at this point all i can do is ldar, genuinely dont have the energy for anything else.

i am very envious and mad at people who have it better than me. i am mad at my parents.

i cant believe this is my life now: wake up, play vidya, go to jewuniversity, spend a couple of hours surrounded by either sexhavers or hypersocial normscum then go home rinse and repeat. what the hell man

cant masturbate because of ed. it can take me a couple of hours for my penis to get 50% erect. sometimes it doesnt at all (sorry for the details)

 

[AutistSupremacist]

My life ended, I'm just chilling in the end credits

 

[Sperg Abomination]

My life ended, I'm just chilling in the end credits

 

[packardD]

My life ended, I'm just chilling in the end credits

our mind and soul (i am not a christcuck) died a long time ago but our pathetic bodies are too afraid to die

 

[superpsycho]

i cant believe this is my life now: wake up, play vidya, go to jewuniversity, spend a couple of hours surrounded by either sexhavers or hypersocial normscum then go home rinse and repeat. what the hell man

we live the same life.

 

[endoftheskies]

My life ended, I'm just chilling in the end credits

 

[superpsycho]

My life ended, I'm just chilling in the end credits

couldn’t have said it better.

 

[packardD]

we live the same life.

no surprise, most of us live the exact same life the only difference some wageslave some are in college and the more lucky ones are neet.

 

[zd60]

My life ended, I'm just chilling in the end credits

 

[superpsycho]

no surprise, most of us live the exact same life the only difference some wageslave some are in college and the more lucky ones are neet.

neetdom would be ideal for me

im too low iq for a high paying job

too physically weak and motor skills are too poor for manual labor/hands-on work

i just went to university to delay the inevitable fate of wageslavery since i am absolutely useless subhuman trash.

 

[SteelCentaur]

Truecel trait: your life never began.

 

[Junkie]

One of the only pleasures I have in life is writing prose and not even that I can do properly anymore. Reading books was easier for me just some months ago. I don't remember the last time I came up with something on my own. I'm always straight up copying what other people said or using their words as base to write something.

 

[packardD]

One of the only pleasures I have in life is writing prose and not even that I can do properly anymore. Reading books was easier for me just some months ago. I don't remember the last time I came up with something on my own. I'm always straight up copying what other people said or using their words as base to write something.

Inevitable post-blackpill brain shutdown. @wereq

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

This post hit close. Last year when I was in university I felt just like that. Desperate, anxious, suicidal, depressed, panic attacks, psychosis. I had experienced worse periods in the past to be honest, that's just how I am, and university was not the cause of it, but surely being surrounded by moggers and experiencing social defeat every day didn't help. The only person I talked to in university claimed to have experienced something like that during the exam session in the winter, but he was vague about it, he only talked about being depressed and described something akin to panic attacks, and I doubt that it was as severe, as he was getting top grades at the same time, but he was a gifted IQmogger, so who knows. He had gotten over it quickly, but I never did. I tried to hang myself, couldn't study nor learn, I fell on the floor crying like a madman many times, I couldn't think properly; I didn't even realize how bad my situation was until now, that I can observe it from outside.

Now I feel calmer, all my emotions have numbed a bit (the good ones as well). But that period, just like the others of the past, was extremely painful and I wouldn't wish something like that on anyone (except all Chads and foids 'cuz they need to suffer).
My life is not any better now. I didn't graduate, I just dropped out, and I have to work shit jobs meant for failures like me. It's just my emotions that have changed, and I don't feel as bad as I used to. I hope you'll get out of this situation too.

 

[mariomariuss]

My life ended, I'm just chilling in the end credits

 

[lugubriouseanastar]

I am becoming dumber day by day.

i am dying inside and i am not exaggerating or being melancholic.

I’m getting more braindead as the day goes by. My brain doesn’t function properly anymore. I stay in my room all day so I’m extremely detached from reality and can’t even socialize with people due to my fear of them.

 

[Sir Silentium]

I missed out on too many opportunities recently that would have changed my life, I feel as if all hope is lost as well currently.

 

[BPJ]

My life ended, I'm just chilling in the end credits