Esoteric7
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It’s pathetic, that an educated, capable man like me would stare down the barrel of suicide because I can’t get affection from a group of people who, by all evidence, aren’t worth the grief:
I don’t have an answer. Only the humiliation of knowing that intellectually, I see through the game but my primate brain still wants to play. The solution is supposedly “just ignore them and indulge in copes,” but I can’t. Every cope has its end. I’m wired to seek pair-bonding, and that wiring doesn’t allow a firmware update. My emotional circuits need to be updated to match what my eyes already understand.
- The same girls who laugh at our loneliness will simp for tall, good-looking criminals
- They demand 'emotional intelligence' but will ghost a man over a few millimetres of bone
- They complain about men's personalities but will swipe left if a guy is sub-8, then retrofit some personality excuse so they can virtue-signal how they “value kindness”
I don’t have an answer. Only the humiliation of knowing that intellectually, I see through the game but my primate brain still wants to play. The solution is supposedly “just ignore them and indulge in copes,” but I can’t. Every cope has its end. I’m wired to seek pair-bonding, and that wiring doesn’t allow a firmware update. My emotional circuits need to be updated to match what my eyes already understand.





