Venting I feel completely helpless.

[Deleted member 60]

I'm exhausted. I've been discussing my problems with family members and mental health workers for an eternity now. No one has any solutions. It's an endless cycle of repeating myself, arguing with braindead cunts, and trying new medications every week. None of these assholes take me seriously. They change the subject whenever I talk about suicide, job accommodations, welfare/disability benefits, or anything else that would actually help me.

I genuinely want to die. There's no reason for me to get out of bed in the morning. Something as simple as eating a meal or watching TV feels like a chore. I think I've finally realized that no one really gives a fuck about me, including my family. My parents know how much I'm suffering but they just go about their daily routine of wasting oxygen and being indifferent to everything around them. I just want to blow my brains out in front of them and have that image burned into their minds forever. It's so hard to cope knowing that we're completely alone in our suffering. I don't feel strong enough to survive on my own

 

[Robo Sapien]

I felt the exact same way in college.

 

[YungCell]

Just look in the mirror at that 7/10 face for motivation.

 

[monkaGIGA]

then do something, go to the gym, finish university, leave the house, get a job

just do something with your life

 

[Johny.speiz]

Same, but my parents don't give a shit, they say I'm "playing" or I'm "lazy".

They won't even help me find a professional.

 

[Modafincel]

Same, but my parents don't give a shit, they say I'm "playing" or I'm "lazy".

They won't even help me find a professional.

Pull yourself up from the bootstraps bro.

 

[Johny.speiz]

Pull yourself up from the bootstraps bro.
View attachment 99247

Not very funny to me bro. At least you have some sense of humor.

 

[Deleted member 60]

Same, but my parents don't give a shit, they say I'm "playing" or I'm "lazy".

They won't even help me find a professional.

we would have endless support if we were born female.

 

[Sanpakucel]

i have better chances than you, thats for sure

elab. what makes you more likely to ascend?

 

[Johny.speiz]

we would have endless support if we were born female.

BASED. It's really pitiful, hopeless and with total helplessness this world we're living in.

 

[monkaGIGA]

elab. what makes you more likely to ascend?

because i been improving myself with all the knowledge that the blackpill teach us

 

[jerrycan dan]

you were always on your own, we all are

 

[Sanpakucel]

because i been improving myself with all the knowledge that the blackpill teach us

what? the only method of ascension other than reincarnation game is surgery and even then the odds of you ascending are very low.

 

[Ritalincel]

try concerta

 

[Deleted member 60]

you were always on your own, we all are

it's true. But acknowledging this kills any sense of meaning in life.

 

[monkaGIGA]

what? the only method of ascension other than reincarnation game is surgery and even then the odds of you ascending are very low.

low iq, there are a lot of things you can do

-mewing
.gymmaxxing
-statusmaxxing
-posturemaxxing
-being 15% bodyfat

heck you can even do exercises do increase dick size
use roids and T if you have the money
etc

 

[xxxxxx]

you were always on your own, we all are

And that shit fucking sucks

 

[Deleted member 60]

try concerta

how would it help?

 

[jerrycan dan]

it's true. But acknowledging this kills any sense of meaning in life.

even if you make it your mission statement to eat rice?

 

[TrueForcedIncel]

I felt the exact same way in college.

What about now or are you u still I school?

 

[Ritalincel]

how would it help?

ADD medicine containing Methylphenidate. Basically, if you're lacking energy and cant think of anything better to do than eat. it will make you get up and do any kind of activity or chore and actually make it an enjoyable experience.

 

[Deleted member 60]

@Robo Sapien I appreciate your reply... not sure why it was deleted. I think being around my parents is really dragging me down. Part of me just wants to get away from everyone.

ADD medicine containing Methylphenidate. Basically, if you're lacking energy and cant think of anything better to do than eat. it will make you get up and do any kind of activity or chore and actually make it an enjoyable experience.

I might give it a shot
Have you ever tried wellbutrin?

 

[Robo Sapien]

What about now or are you u still I school?

I feel much better because I have much more control over my life. Once you don't have to see your parents or other people on a daily basis, it makes a world of difference.

 

[Deleted member 60]

even if you make it your mission statement to eat rice?

still waiting on that voice sample btw

 

[jerrycan dan]

still waiting on that voice sample btw

I'll have to find a way to get it in, I did forget and my sound recording is fucked but I will send it ASAP

 

[Robo Sapien]

@Robo Sapien I appreciate your reply... not sure why it was deleted. I think being around my parents is really dragging me down. Part of me just wants to get away from everyone.

Sometimes I will delete my posts if I feel like they don't match the tone of the thread. That being said, financial independence is incredibly important. Living by yourself is really the first step to taking control over your life because you get to control when and where you'll interact with people, including your parents.

 

[Adolf_Hitler]

Laziness=code word for unattractive, social reject, or outcast.

 

[TheGambler2]

low iq, there are a lot of things you can do

-mewing
.gymmaxxing
-statusmaxxing
-posturemaxxing
-being 15% bodyfat

heck you can even do exercises do increase dick size
use roids and T if you have the money
etc

That is not knowledge,it is ..

 

[Sparrow's Song]

Let's all commit truicide on 4/20... who's down?

 

[Truecurrycel]

PM me.... I'll talk to you.

 

[Cuyen]

talking to other people about your problem is useless there is no cure for your ugly face

 

[Insomniac]

I can relate to you a lot bro. I have no motivation or desire to live either, it’s all so exhausting to me.

Wish I was never born tbh.

 

[Cuyen]

I can relate to you a lot bro. I have no motivation or desire to live either, it’s all so exhausting to me.

Wish I was never born tbh.

JFL at this life,we born once and born ugly

 

[Braincel14w]

No one will help you, stop listening to them, you have to work it out by yourself.
I found that as long as you have some sort of plan then you can get away with a lot of LDARing.

 

[Deleted member 16455]

I wish I was aborted

 

[Feces]

Leave behind all that you put your emotion into and go trucking

 

[Actually Autistic]

I feel the same. I’ve talked to countless people about how to move out of my parents and make more money so I can run SEA game and or live a better life. Nobody has any solutions to fix my life. I’m sick of hearing “maybe you can try this” “maybe you can try that to ecsape your situation”. Instead of telling me what I can maybe try, instead GIVE me a better job or promote me in the company. I genuinely feel like bombing my entire city [Even though I’ll never do that for legal reasons]

 

[Arthas93]

Don't lose faith brother. Find a job, that is the first step. You need to care for yourself, because no one else in this world will do that for you.

 

[StaroRavager]

you were always on your own, we all are

 

[LastGerman]

I don't feel strong enough to survive on my own

In a lonely and isolated place, life would not be that much of a problem, since you do not have to see others. It is all because of this. Redgardless of where you are, you are always reminded of your situation, what you do not have, but others do. You have to see other people genuine having fun. They do have a great social circle, they are enjoying life, they are a part of the work environment since teenage years. They do have a solid leg to stand on.

 

[Fallenmind]

 

[Frankenstein's M.]

then do something, go to the gym, finish university, leave the house, get a job

just do something with your life

Easier said than done tbh

 

[universallyabhorred]

Just look in the mirror at that 7/10 face for motivation.

Fakecel larper issues tbh.

 

[Deleted member 60]

Easier said than done tbh

yeah, he's clearly never been depressed or he would understand this.

 

[Deleted member 10124]

you were always on your own, we all are

talking to other people about your problem is useless there is no cure for your ugly face

Sometimes I will delete my posts if I feel like they don't match the tone of the thread. That being said, financial independence is incredibly important. Living by yourself is really the first step to taking control over your life because you get to control when and where you'll interact with people, including your parents.

When my bones deteriorate more I'll probably drive to a forest & rope at night.

 

[Deleted member 15752]

Everything feels like one big chore.

 

[Deleted member 10124]

Everything feels like one big chore.

Yeah. What am I living for when I've got no enjoyment at all? Why should I carry on living?

 

[Deleted member 15752]

Yeah. What am I living for when I've got no enjoyment at all? Why should I carry on living?

I dont enjoy anything. I do it out of habit.

 

[Deleted member 10124]

I dont enjoy anything. I do it out of habit.

Same. Just looking at clearing my debt, purchasing a grave yard site & funeral costs now.