Brutal I fear I was possessed by some demon in the past.

[Freixel]

I had a psychotic episode around age 26 and several panic attacks years before that; my mind collapsed a couple of years ago, but I’ve almost fully recovered now.

It was horrible; I had thoughts I couldn't control.

I felt like I was possessed by some entity or something; my mind wouldn't stop talking to me and insulting me.

If paranormal entities actually exist, then I was possessed by a demon; I had all the symptoms of something like that.

I experienced strange sensations all over my body.

I could feel my insides; I could smell what seemed to be the scent of my own guts and intestines. I felt truly sick, and I could feel parts of my head and forehead swelling up.

Then, my body went completely cold and I felt an emptiness in my chest—as if my heart had been ripped out. I was afraid that my soul, or something like that, had been taken away.

For months, I was emotionally numb—feeling nothing, like a robot—but I’m doing better now.

I had constant mental images of death and dark things that I couldn't control. Looking back on it now, it was surreal.

About insects, cockroaches, and rotting things—and also ghosts that haunted me.

For a couple of nights, I felt the ghost of a woman kissing my lips and holding my hand.

 

[St3v3Cel]

inb4:

It was horrible; I had thoughts I couldn't control.

I felt like I was possessed by some entity or something; my mind wouldn't stop talking to me and insulting me.

If paranormal entities actually exist, then I was possessed by a demon; I had all the symptoms of something like that.

I experienced strange sensations all over my body.

I could feel my insides; I could smell what seemed to be the scent of my own guts and intestines. I felt truly sick, and I could feel parts of my head and forehead swelling up.

Then, my body went completely cold and I felt an emptiness in my chest—as if my heart had been ripped out. I was afraid that my soul, or something like that, had been taken away.

For months, I was emotionally numb—feeling nothing, like a robot—but I’m doing better now.

I had constant mental images of death and dark things that I couldn't control. Looking back on it now, it was surreal.

About insects, cockroaches, and rotting things—and also ghosts that haunted me.

For a couple of nights, I felt the ghost of a woman kissing my lips and holding my hand.

The fact that you were able to identify and deal with it makes you a strong person, many people require outright exorcisms to get out of this stuff (could be through a priest, witch doctor, tribesman, anything). The scary thing about it is that if you've been through it once you should be able to identify others with it. I might make a thread about that one day.

 

[Let It Burn]

Shut u bitchass up

 

[Freixel]

inb4:
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The fact that you were able to identify and deal with it makes you a strong person, many people require outright exorcisms to get out of this stuff (could be through a priest, witch doctor, tribesman, anything). The scary thing about it is that if you've been through it once you should be able to identify others with it. I might make a thread about that one day.

I could write an even longer post recounting everything I went through; my own mind kept telling me, "You were possessed, you were possessed." Of course, I didn't break down in tears or run to my mom; I simply endured the whole process stoically until the symptoms vanished. I can say that if someone suddenly starts acting strangely—in a way that is out of character, as if they had developed a different personality—it means they are possessed; the same applies to people involved in truly dark matters who harbor uncontrollable, self-destructive sexual impulses.

I was in shock and people looked at me strangely during that period; in the end, I wound up taking a couple of psychiatric pills (((jewpills))) that probably do nothing more than act as a placebo.

 

[zephyr]

I had a psychotic episode around age 26 and several panic attacks years before that; my mind collapsed a couple of years ago, but I’ve almost fully recovered now.

It was horrible; I had thoughts I couldn't control.

I felt like I was possessed by some entity or something; my mind wouldn't stop talking to me and insulting me.

If paranormal entities actually exist, then I was possessed by a demon; I had all the symptoms of something like that.

I experienced strange sensations all over my body.

I could feel my insides; I could smell what seemed to be the scent of my own guts and intestines. I felt truly sick, and I could feel parts of my head and forehead swelling up.

Then, my body went completely cold and I felt an emptiness in my chest—as if my heart had been ripped out. I was afraid that my soul, or something like that, had been taken away.

For months, I was emotionally numb—feeling nothing, like a robot—but I’m doing better now.

I had constant mental images of death and dark things that I couldn't control. Looking back on it now, it was surreal.

About insects, cockroaches, and rotting things—and also ghosts that haunted me.

For a couple of nights, I felt the ghost of a woman kissing my lips and holding my hand.

That proper sounds like a demon squashed your soul further inside your body so that they could envelop your exterior to make out with this Ghost woman.

 

[ethnicslur]

oh no