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Manlet_cel
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These days i am sad i wasn't able to find why i was angry and everything in between just not hope and light then i founded i was sad because i was alone and what not and that's what keep pushing me and forcing me to find a solution a way out of this problem.
But it seems like i can't get over it and there is no way i have to be alone like i have alot of life ahead of me i am not even sure what will i do by the time i am 30 like do i have to be a 30 yr old khhv?
I think i should better find some ways to kms some pills or some shit i am to afraid to jump or run over by a car or a train or some shit like that.
I was just thinking rn why wasn't i been claimed by Covid 19 if i would have died there it would have been so peacefully man like those days were my pre backpilled era in life
But it seems like i can't get over it and there is no way i have to be alone like i have alot of life ahead of me i am not even sure what will i do by the time i am 30 like do i have to be a 30 yr old khhv?
I think i should better find some ways to kms some pills or some shit i am to afraid to jump or run over by a car or a train or some shit like that.
I was just thinking rn why wasn't i been claimed by Covid 19 if i would have died there it would have been so peacefully man like those days were my pre backpilled era in life