It's Over I fapped 26 times in 3 days and destroyed my brain

[Copexodius Maximus]

Lately I’ve been trying to quit porn, and have been deleting porn pics from my phone. I have over 100000 pics saved, and many of them are memes and funny posts from here. Because of this, I have to delete every porn pic one by one. Due to this, it is a slow process and I’m not even half way done.

However, in the last 3 days of constant deleting, I have fapped about 26 times already and I feel completely dead emotionally. I’m a husk of a human, and this is considering even one time would drain me and make me a zombie. My brain has been completely destroyed and I’m probably closest to the drainage a meth head can feel naturally.

I need to get on no-fap as fast as I can and delete all the porn from my phone. Or else at this rate of my dopamine receptor being burned out, I will become a permanent zombie that will have no motivation to ever do anything in no time. Please let me skip through time so my porn will all be deleted and I don’t destroy my brain before I even get to the no-fap stage. Otherwise this will not end well.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

Main question solo or with powder?! (in video game)

Solo

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

fucking master teach me big respect (in video game)

Nothing respectful about destroying yourself tbh

 

[Fallenleaves]

High T

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

I went 15 hours edging once so I completely get what you mean. I release 3 - 4 times more dopamine than normal people and my testosterone is way too high. But this has caused very bad problems.

Nofap and going outside is the only way to fix and it doesn't take a lot just some months.

3 weeks is enough to stop most the bad effects. But yeah, it takes many months to fully heal.

High T

But low iq

26 TIMES IN 3 DAYS WITHOUT SPEED OR GLASS!? FOR ME IT IS NOT FUCKING POSSIBLE IT SHOULD BE WORLD RECORD (IN VIDEO GAME)

 

[HiddenUzer]

you know its over when you have albums of porn pics on your phone

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

you know its over when you have albums of porn pics on your phone

I didn’t. However, I wish I did organize it into albums so I could delete it all at once.

 

[SparkLight]

Don’t let your dopamine receptors go to waste one day it’s lights out and you glance at the ceiling with a permanent disability once you have gotten pretty old

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

Don’t let your dopamine receptors go to waste one day it’s lights out and you glance at the ceiling with a permanent disability once you have gotten pretty old

Lights out? What do you mean?

 

[SparkLight]

Lights out? What do you mean?

Exaggerating but saying that one day it will be erectile dysfunction due to old age although if it cuts up a lot of your time then it’s understandable but understand the risks

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

Exaggerating but saying that one day it will be erectile dysfunction due to old age although if it cuts up a lot of your time then understandable but understand the risks

Fapping as much as I do will lead to dysfunction way sooner. Also, TRT can pretty much make that a non-factor in the future.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

Yeah it's better to stop when you are still young and when it can fully heal before it's too late.

I can’t stop, I’m an addict.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

Real dysfunction is by damage which can be healed if it was just masturbation, but if it's a cut or some accident then different story.

Which means real dsyfunction is damage that can't be healed and old people have it mostly because of low hormones and conditions/illnesses causing it.

I meant brain dysfunction. Hypofrontality and destroyed dopamine receptor levels.

 

[Genetic Error]

how the fuck did u fap so much

how do u feel now?

 

[SparkLight]

Fapping as much as I do will lead to dysfunction way sooner. Also, TRT can pretty much make that a non-factor in the future.

Trt sounds like a good plan the wording reminds me of DMT which is also pretty interesting

 

[5ft4ropeconnoisseur]

 

[EpsteinTruther41]

give me access to your Google Photos/iCloud

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

how the fuck did u fap so much

how do u feel now?

Completely beyond dead, and my head hurts like a really tight band is around it.

Trt sounds like a good plan the wording reminds me of DMT which is also pretty interesting

Joe rogan does both

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

@Transcended Trucel

 

[Genetic Error]

Joe rogan does both

View: https://youtube.com/shorts/4n7mKkd1oac?feature=share

 

[napper dapper]

No Fap has definitely been a huge struggle for me. The urges are unreal.

 

[fast_curry]

I hope you are ok. I feel sick even after fapping only twice in a day.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

I hope you are ok. I feel sick even after fapping only twice in a day.

I feel like I barely slept for days, but I’m not sleepy. Idk how to explain it, just a complete zombie.

 

[UnwantedVirgin]

I'm also a coomer trying to cut back, it's hard bro.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

I'm also a coomer trying to cut back, it's hard bro.

A struggle most modern incels can’t escape from.

 

[Rice Rice Baby]

How is your prostate still existing after all that

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

How is your prostate still existing after all that

What’s that?

Brutal
So the easypeasy book didn't work
I'm not gonna read it then

I didn't read it yet jfl, it was @Transcended Trucel who did. Don’t have the attention span anymore. Save yourself

 

[Rice Rice Baby]

Brutal
So the easypeasy book didn't work
I'm not gonna read it then

Easypeasy is at least worth a read, but you have to actually sit down and read it seriously, not skim, if you want it to have any results. Definitely not magic tho.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Lately I’ve been trying to quit porn, and have been deleting porn pics from my phone. I have over 100000 pics saved, and many of them are memes and funny posts from here. Because of this, I have to delete every porn pic one by one. Due to this, it is a slow process and I’m not even half way done.

However, in the last 3 days of constant deleting, I have fapped about 26 times already and I feel completely dead emotionally. I’m a husk of a human, and this is considering even one time would drain me and make me a zombie. My brain has been completely destroyed and I’m probably closest to the drainage a meth head can feel naturally.

I need to get on no-fap as fast as I can and delete all the porn from my phone. Or else at this rate of my dopamine receptor being burned out, I will become a permanent zombie that will have no motivation to ever do anything in no time. Please let me skip through time so my porn will all be deleted and I don’t destroy my brain before I even get to the no-fap stage. Otherwise this will not end well.

Take supplements, especially your salts(sodium, magnesium, potassium). Also multivitamin. Next thing after that is to fill up your days with tasks/habits. This is sadly a process that will take some suffering and some failures/compromises but nothing worthwhile comes easy.

Most key advice is to keep trying. Build up habits/routine. Do not depend on motivation or emotion in the long run. It's only good for starting

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Lately I’ve been trying to quit porn, and have been deleting porn pics from my phone. I have over 100000 pics saved, and many of them are memes and funny posts from here. Because of this, I have to delete every porn pic one by one. Due to this, it is a slow process and I’m not even half way done.

However, in the last 3 days of constant deleting, I have fapped about 26 times already and I feel completely dead emotionally. I’m a husk of a human, and this is considering even one time would drain me and make me a zombie. My brain has been completely destroyed and I’m probably closest to the drainage a meth head can feel naturally.

I need to get on no-fap as fast as I can and delete all the porn from my phone. Or else at this rate of my dopamine receptor being burned out, I will become a permanent zombie that will have no motivation to ever do anything in no time. Please let me skip through time so my porn will all be deleted and I don’t destroy my brain before I even get to the no-fap stage. Otherwise this will not end well.

also track what triggers your porn usage. is it stress/depression? use SSRI or antistress drug. If it is sex drive, there are few drugs which have side effect of blocking sex drive. Normally I wouldn't recommend these methods but in a case this severe, you have to sometimes resort to these extreme methods at least kntiallly.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Also if you fap on been Get into habit of putting phone away from bed. No phone use in bathroom etc. need stack those habits

 

[IncelKing]

I got high on meth and fapped like 10 times yesterday, my balls are Completely drained

 

[basementLDARcel]

Also if you fap on been Get into habit of putting phone away from bed. No phone use in bathroom etc. need stack those habits

are you unable to masturbate via imagination?

 

[Transcended Trucel]

are you unable to masturbate via imagination?

on average people have weaker imagination than phone video can compete with by a lot

 

[Lifeisbullshit95]

The title and the avi

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

Take supplements, especially your salts(sodium, magnesium, potassium). Also multivitamin.

I thought I was running low on fluids, not salts. Shows how much I know.

Next thing after that is to fill up your days with tasks/habits. This is sadly a process that will take some suffering and some failures/compromises but nothing worthwhile comes easy.

Yeah, I have so much free time. Need to use it for something productive.

Most key advice is to keep trying. Build up habits/routine. Do not depend on motivation or emotion in the long run. It's only good for starting

Ok. Do you time when you do things, or just have a turn by turn to do list?

also track what triggers your porn usage. is it stress/depression? use SSRI or antistress drug. If it is sex drive, there are few drugs which have side effect of blocking sex drive. Normally I wouldn't recommend these methods but in a case this severe, you have to sometimes resort to these extreme methods at least kntiallly.

Mostly boredom. But in this case it’s deleting porn from my phone, and constantly being exposed to it due to that.

The title and the avi


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Also if you fap on been Get into habit of putting phone away from bed. No phone use in bathroom etc. need stack those habits

Ok, I’ll try these.

 

[Stopping@Nothing19]

you are beyond saving at that point

 

[imanuglysob]

i have 140tb of porn. that’s not a typo. terabytes, not gigabytes. over for fapcels

 

[TallCelFag]

Not good but sometimes when you’re rotting too hard it’s unavoidable

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Ok. Do you time when you do things, or just have a turn by turn to do list?

when I do is a mix. But mostly a to do list as most tasks aren't worth effort of timing and I have on occasion random meetings happen. but for certain types of work, I have to time it otherwise I lose track of time. For example, I do 1-2 hrs of coding problems daily, I time myself to not go over the limit. As it hurts efficieny and other chores later on the list.

 

[kretschmer]

good. destroy your brain. what use do you have for it as an incel anyway?

 

[depressedblackcel]

I’ll never forget when I did it like 7 times in one day. Woke up the next day so sore, haven’t gotten close to that ever in years.

 

[depressedblackcel]

No Fap has definitely been a huge struggle for me. The urges are unreal.

I gave up on that

 

[I.N.C.E.L.S. Boss]

you and @UnwantedVirgin (i saw u requested the vidya for the twitch streamer) , a bunch of cumbrains

 

[UnwantedVirgin]

you and @UnwantedVirgin (i saw u requested the vidya for the twitch streamer) , a bunch of cumbrains
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Yep, that's me.

 

[I.N.C.E.L.S. Boss]

Yep, that's me.

you must learn to resist brother or prepare for the never ending brain fog.
been there.

 

[Sexless incel]

 

[Sexless incel]

i can’t even coom 26 times within 26 days, wtf. Why are you that horny, did you inject T or something

 

[YBP Yxngcel]

This is really depressing. Reminds of that story. I think his name was Jermaine Carpenter. Teenage black kid. He literally masturbated to his death.

Died of high blood pressure, a heart attack and his penis detached. He masturbated 56 times that day.

Apparently he used Viagra and energy drinks to keep him going. Many people make jokes about this story. But it's so sad and disturbing imo.

And worst of all his mother walked in on him as soon as he was about to die with his detached penis in his hand.. I can't even-..

Anyway, I think it happened a couple of years ago, maybe 2019 if I'm not mistaken? In Portland, Oregon.

Very uncomforting to know about.

 

[dOOmerbOI]

you and @UnwantedVirgin (i saw u requested the vidya for the twitch streamer) , a bunch of cumbrains
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literally me