Fenrir
Copemaster1488
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- Joined
- Jan 14, 2019
- Posts
- 160
I'm fully convinced my mother has hated me since birth. She raised me like a fucking bitch, didn't teach me shit and forced my dad to go to rehab when he got drunk ONCE. For the vast majority of my adolescence I didn't have a father. I'd occasionally visit my dad, but he never was the same even when he came back. I tried meditating, and getting into buddhism but when I told my mom I needed to be alone to meditate she told my brothers that I yelled at her and now both of them hate me. The only thing keeping me from ending it all and taking her with me is the idea that I want to outlive her. I want to be successful and shove it into her dumb lying fucking whore mouth. It probably won't happen, but I'll do everything in my fucking power just to make this dumb bitch regret all the horrid psychological horseshit she put me and my family through. In a cruel twist of fate the only thing keeping me tied to this world is the person I despise the most.