My mom cheated on her husband and I was the result. What's most fucking brutal is I didn't know untill I was 12. Before that people would sometimes notice I didn't look fully white because I have more olive color skin and weird lips for someone who was white but somehow no one ever suspected I wasn't fully white.
How I and the man I thought was my father found out was when my mom went on a rant in an argument with her husband and blurted out how she cheated on him as a malicious response to something he said. Not long after they divorced. I never saw her husband and the man I thought was my father again which to this day still hurts. I saw him as a father and despite his busy work schedule he still went out of his way to spend time with me.
I asked her who my real father was and all I know is he was Arabic. She doesn't even remember or know anything else about him. He was just a fetish to her and because of it I live this horrible life as an ugly manlet halfbreed. I hate women and I will never forgive them for what they've done to me.
How I and the man I thought was my father found out was when my mom went on a rant in an argument with her husband and blurted out how she cheated on him as a malicious response to something he said. Not long after they divorced. I never saw her husband and the man I thought was my father again which to this day still hurts. I saw him as a father and despite his busy work schedule he still went out of his way to spend time with me.
I asked her who my real father was and all I know is he was Arabic. She doesn't even remember or know anything else about him. He was just a fetish to her and because of it I live this horrible life as an ugly manlet halfbreed. I hate women and I will never forgive them for what they've done to me.
