
Oneitiscel
Failed Jestermaxxx LDAR Extraordinaire
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My friends faded away. I try to make new ones but they never want to hang out despite me texting, making plans, even offering to pay for everything. I workout every day, but for what? I'm thinner and more muscular, but its not like anyone cares.
I mean yeah, I'm not a piece of shit anymore. And that's definitly a good thing. I'm a normal person now without hateful, harmful views and I'm really proud of that. But it hasn't done the things I believed it would, or promised to me by friends, family, strangers and therapists. I'm not happier. I'm not more sociable. I haven't found my person. I haven't made more friends. I'm just in the same shitty situation, just with more crying and less reddit.