I had to go back to the store because my mother kept complaining about something I forgot so I just said fuck it and went back there because I forgot some things of my own. Anyway I go in there and I see these teenage girls giggling and screaming right next to the fucking isle where I’m supposed to go, which is already automatic suicidefuel because I don’t want to be anywhere near teen foids who could laugh at me as I pass them by. The fucked up part is they’re probably only a few years younger than me but due to isolation aging me I look like I’m 40 when standing near them. Anyway I go into the isle I needed to go into and as I was listening to their conversation, apparently one of the foids in that group of girls was a famous tiktoker which would explain why they had their phones out as I was passing by. I swear to god I better not end up as some NPC passerby on a jewtube short or a chinktok fyp video.
It’s just pure suicidefuel to witness things like that. The thing that gets to me the most is just how happy and full of life they all look while I was standing there about 10 feet away looking completely miserable and aged. If I was viewing myself from the third person it would look like a sharp contrast of tutorial mode foids full of life and happiness compared to the 20 year old virgin who looks and dresses like he’s 40. While they have their whole lives ahead of them full of easy mode adventures, I came home to make this post. I looked so out of place near them all it wasn’t even funny, and I know that because I caught a glimpse of my reflection through one of the store’s refrigerators.
TLDR: my shopping trip was interrupted over a bunch of fan-girling teenage foids because they were talking to a supposedly famous social media influencer
It’s just pure suicidefuel to witness things like that. The thing that gets to me the most is just how happy and full of life they all look while I was standing there about 10 feet away looking completely miserable and aged. If I was viewing myself from the third person it would look like a sharp contrast of tutorial mode foids full of life and happiness compared to the 20 year old virgin who looks and dresses like he’s 40. While they have their whole lives ahead of them full of easy mode adventures, I came home to make this post. I looked so out of place near them all it wasn’t even funny, and I know that because I caught a glimpse of my reflection through one of the store’s refrigerators.
TLDR: my shopping trip was interrupted over a bunch of fan-girling teenage foids because they were talking to a supposedly famous social media influencer
