I dropped out of high school because I'm inferior

[worstcel]

It's been just over a month since the start of grade 11 for me. I haven't done a single thing related to school, or haven't been to school. The only way I'd schoolmaxis if I can do it privately like online school. I'm genetic shit. I wanted to test my reaction time today cuz I heard that's genetic and no surprise I'm below average. All the genetically superior kids just outperform me like crazy. It's extremely depressing, and all my motivation is gone since digging deep into the black pill. Why should I bother studying and shit, when I'd rather be beautiful and have friends and relationships and all that fun shit AND work at McDonalds, than be a billionaire lonely incel. It's just not fun. I'm always outperformed by everyone. Group assignments are the worst. I can't seem to follow instructions and know what I'm doing, while everyone else picks it up so easily. Even in gym class, I was the worst at every sport cuz I'm the ugliest. I remember in badminton, 95% of the kids picked up the sport fast and could serve the pointy thing over the net and shit while i had insane trouble just hitting that pointy thing with the spatula (I dont know what theyre fucking called). I don't want to be in a class where I have to be surrounded by normies, while I appear as if I'm an ugly autistic downy with no friends (kinda what I am tbh). My parents are genetic shit too. Fucking males with wide hips narrow shoulders and store fat like a woman (thighs, ass) in our family and crap bone size and shape in general, and females have narrower hips and somewhat wider shoulders.

WTF ARE THESE GENES

PLUS I CANT EVEN WEAR MALE JEANS

CUZ FEMALE JEANS R MORE COMFORTABLE CUZ MY GENES SHAPE ME LIKE A WOMAN AND THEM FEMALE JEANS DESIGNED FOR FEMALE GENES.

TL;DR: IM GENETICALLY DISABLED

 

[LastGerman]

No man should suffer like this.

 

[MountainGorilla]

That's a whole new level of living life on hard mode that I can't even describe.

 

[Deleted member 18912]

My God.
This is unsettling.

No man should suffer like this.

No justice whatsoever.
Nor should we wait for Nature, all that will be left is our skeleton.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

Truthfully I didn't even make it that far into highschool tbh, but I probably have some idea of how you feel.

 

[Deleted member 15737]

Bro, I think it may be over if you aren’t LARPing

 

[lightskin2thousand0]

It's been just over a month since the start of grade 11 for me. I haven't done a single thing related to school, or haven't been to school. The only way I'd schoolmaxis if I can do it privately like online school. I'm genetic shit. I wanted to test my reaction time today cuz I heard that's genetic and no surprise I'm below average. All the genetically superior kids just outperform me like crazy. It's extremely depressing, and all my motivation is gone since digging deep into the black pill. Why should I bother studying and shit, when I'd rather be beautiful and have friends and relationships and all that fun shit AND work at McDonalds, than be a billionaire lonely incel. It's just not fun. I'm always outperformed by everyone. Group assignments are the worst. I can't seem to follow instructions and know what I'm doing, while everyone else picks it up so easily. Even in gym class, I was the worst at every sport cuz I'm the ugliest. I remember in badminton, 95% of the kids picked up the sport fast and could serve the pointy thing over the net and shit while i had insane trouble just hitting that pointy thing with the spatula (I dont know what theyre fucking called). I don't want to be in a class where I have to be surrounded by normies, while I appear as if I'm an ugly autistic downy with no friends (kinda what I am tbh). My parents are genetic shit too. Fucking males with wide hips narrow shoulders and store fat like a woman (thighs, ass) in our family and crap bone size and shape in general, and females have narrower hips and somewhat wider shoulders.

WTF ARE THESE GENES

PLUS I CANT EVEN WEAR MALE JEANS

CUZ FEMALE JEANS R MORE COMFORTABLE CUZ MY GENES SHAPE ME LIKE A WOMAN AND THEM FEMALE JEANS DESIGNED FOR FEMALE GENES.

TL;DR: IM GENETICALLY DISABLED

lmao i was forced to talk to a social worker at school it’s bullshit man
it’s making me want to drop out definitely

 

[Foreheadcel]

No man should suffer like this.

 

[worstcel]

My only cope now is fantasizing about changing my genes to superhuman levels.

 

[Foreheadcel]

Fucking males with wide hips narrow shoulders and store fat like a woman (thighs, ass) in our family and crap bone size and shape in general, and females have narrower hips and somewhat wider shoulders.

WTF ARE THESE GENES

PLUS I CANT EVEN WEAR MALE JEANS

dude holy shit i have this too. my fucking fat stores are dead ass stored in my ass no joke lmfao. it's rope fuel

 

[azakhan]

Try homeschooling. I have that for 2 years now because I had concentration issues in normal school and couldn't handle the pressure of being in big groups (social anxiety or whatever).

 

[theundeadburg]

beyond truecel... its ovER bro

 

[Deleted member 4159]

I know the feeling OP. I had to be in Advanced Placement classes full of Chad and Stacies who were smarter than me. I'd study my ass off to get a C on a test, whereas they'd get B's and A's without trying.

 

[Deleted member 20811]

That's a whole new level of living life on hard mode that I can't even describe.

Wide hips narrow shoulders is a death sentence for any man.

 

[PPEcel]

Please do not drop out of high school.

The only thing worse than being a financially stable incel with a home is to be an incel in a slum.

DON'T DO IT. TRUST ME, DON'T DO IT.

I was shit at sports. I begged the nurses to give me a medical exemption, and it worked. I was strengthmogged by half the foids I know. I had no social life. I was a loser. I had a handful of acquaintances and was an unstable, drunk laughingstock. Boarding school sucked. I still matriculated into a respectable academic institution.

You might not be cut out for higher education and academia, but that's OK. But you should still try to learn -- however much you can in a cesspool where everyone else treats you like disposable filth.

Because staying in high school the only chance that you will live a semblance of a normal life. You probably won't become a billionaire -- but if you fight and claw your way into the upper-middle class, save responsibly, and invest conservatively, you can afford to visit the occasional escort. You can drink decent wine and fly business class and cry yourself to sleep on top of 800-thread-count Frette sheets.

Your life won't ever be as nice as Chad's, but if you don't even stay in high school, it can become far worse than it currently is.

 

[LastGerman]

My only cope now is fantasizing about changing my genes to superhuman levels.

This is what I dream about as well. I want to become a perfect being.

 

[TheSecondComing]

Bro, I think it may be over if you aren’t LARPing

 

[PPEcel]

I know the feeling OP. I had to be in Advanced Placement classes full of Chad and Stacies who were smarter than me. I'd study my ass off to get a C on a test, whereas they'd get B's and A's without trying.

I had the opposite experience. I could show up stoned to an exam as a sophomore and still beat everyone else in a class full of seniors.

 

[Deleted member 4159]

I had the opposite experience. I could show up stoned to an exam as a sophomore and still beat everyone else in a class full of seniors.

High IQ.

 

[PPEcel]

High IQ.

I took 16 AP exams. I did well on most of them.

It's shameless bragging, I know, but it's one of the few things in high school I did that I was proud of.

Look at what Chads say about their times in high school: they talk about playing a certain sport, or about volunteering, or about being a prefect, or about having their dicks sucked by two Stacies at once.

I have nothing to brag about except for the volume of standardized tests I took.

 

[Deleted member 4159]

I took 16 AP exams. I did well on most of them.

It's shameless bragging, I know, but it's one of the few things in high school I did that I was proud of.

Look at what Chads say about their times in high school: they talk about playing a certain sport, or about volunteering, or about being a prefect, or about having their dicks sucked by two Stacies at once.

I have nothing to brag about except for the volume of standardized tests I took.

We all need something to be proud of. Thing is, the Chads at my school were succeeding in sports AND academics. The double mogging was too much, and I couldn't cope.

 

[PPEcel]

We all need something to be proud of. Thing is, the Chads at my school were succeeding in sports AND academics. The double mogging was too much, and I couldn't cope.

I never encountered "double mogging" at high school, but I am seeing it happen at university.

It's infuriating when everyone around me dismisses it as "impostor syndrome" and says my life is OK, when it's not.

 

[⠀⠀⠀]

You're still young, it's not completely over for you. You tried looksmaxxing and approaching 3/10 foids?

You still have to try before saying it's over.

 

[theundeadburg]

I never encountered "double mogging" at high school, but I am seeing it happen at university.

It's infuriating when everyone around me dismisses it as "impostor syndrome" and says my life is OK, when it's not.

its so hard to study when you have zero attention from foids.
how do you do it

 

[lightskin2thousand0]

I never encountered "double mogging" at high school, but I am seeing it happen at university.

It's infuriating when everyone around me dismisses it as "impostor syndrome" and says my life is OK, when it's not.

Most chads and normies cheat in school. not saying there aren’t plenty who aren’t bad at school but nowadays the vast majority of people cheat. We don’t even have the social skills or likeability for people to want to help us cheat. society is far gone

 

[azakhan]

Most chads and normies cheat in school. not saying there aren’t plenty who aren’t bad at school but nowadays the vast majority of people cheat. We don’t even have the social skills or likeability for people to want to help us cheat. society is far gone

That's also true. Since smartphones became a thing people don't even need to prepare cheat sheets. Also I remember in middleschool chads always had picture of the exam ready because some friend of theirs who had the exam earlier in the week/day sent it. Of course they didn't want to share it with me. Things like that really taught me a valuable lesson that it doesn't matter how hard you work but how many friends you've got.

 

[PPEcel]

its so hard to study when you have zero attention from foids.
how do you do it

Don't study. Cram at the last minute.

In all seriousness, just set yourself little goals every day. Say, read four pages of a textbook. You don't need the attention of a foid. It's probably better that you don't get distracted by foids.