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I dreamed of my Oneitis again

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This time, I was even supposed to meet her, spend time together and make love to her, and I was almost there, waiting for her in a room, feeling the shivers down my spine, all anxious emotional and shit.

I said make love and not fuck cause in my mind I really mean it, like almost no lust involved but just for the ultimate romantic gesture, of a wonderful unconscious sweet love (oxytocin gasm).

But guess what? She changed hER mind in the end! She ran away with another person while I was waiting for her and said I was a retarded failure not worthy of making love to her! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! There it is, my St. Valentine special! I thought this time I was gonna ascend like this, and feeling loved too? WRONG! It’s been years and I cannot forget hER yet, I never will!


View: https://youtu.be/D0EBBqbeqIM?si=UvW7d5A-10sUYHut
 
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This time, I was even supposed to meet her, spend time together and make love to her, and I was almost there, waiting for her in a room, feeling the shivers down my spine, all anxious emotional and shit.

I said make love and not fuck cause in my mind I really mean it, like almost no lust involved but just for the ultimate romantic gesture, of a wonderful unconscious stupid love (oxytocin gasm).

But guess what? She changed hER mind in the end! She ran away with another person while I was waiting for her and said I was a retarded failure not worthy of making love to her! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! There it is, my St. Valentine special! I thought this time I was gonna ascend like this, and feeling loved too? WRONG! It’s been years and I cannot forget hER yet, I never will!


View: https://youtu.be/D0EBBqbeqIM?si=UvW7d5A-10sUYHut

Absoolutely brootal man.
 
Oh shit. What happened with her irl?
 
This time, I was even supposed to meet her, spend time together and make love to her, and I was almost there, waiting for her in a room, feeling the shivers down my spine, all anxious emotional and shit.

I said make love and not fuck cause in my mind I really mean it, like almost no lust involved but just for the ultimate romantic gesture, of a wonderful unconscious sweet love (oxytocin gasm).

But guess what? She changed hER mind in the end! She ran away with another person while I was waiting for her and said I was a retarded failure not worthy of making love to her! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! There it is, my St. Valentine special! I thought this time I was gonna ascend like this, and feeling loved too? WRONG! It’s been years and I cannot forget hER yet, I never will!


View: https://youtu.be/D0EBBqbeqIM?si=UvW7d5A-10sUYHut

Man, it's so ovER but don't streSS
 
Just don't pls
 
Man, it's so ovER but don't streSS
Im trying to calm myself down cause I’m like Shifu when it comes for Incel pain, but It always stings, I will keep my composure and try not to spike my cortisol, or I will blew my brains out.
 
Dreams like these are always a punch in the gut and ruin the whole day for me. Its never been this fuckin over.
 
I’ve started having dreams about her again, first time in about 7 months. And 4 days in a row in fact.

It’s so brutal when you wake up thinking it’s real for the first few minutes of the day. Recently I dreamt that we were messaging each other, and that she made 2 new posts. After having a shower I went over the check on the posts that she made, and they weren’t there. I clicked onto message and all replies didn’t appear.

One of the worst ones was at the start of last year, can’t be bothered to say, it’s all so sad .
 
I haven’t checked mine’s socials in months. Too afraid she will get a bf and post it.
 

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