Venting I drank again today.

[iloveporn]

Again im sitting alone in my room drinking to self medicate.

I drink because anxiety and stress really destroy me deep down. They eat me alive. I try my best to keep going but even my meds havent been working. I dont take meds for anxiety and never have (i take em for adhd/depression) but it might be time to talk to my provider about giving them a try.

Meds might me stigmatized in certain social circles and communities but i was really desperate when i started taking them. They pretty much saved my life. Now im used to them.

But now i dont take them anymore because they dont fix my anxiety and i cant drink while im on them.

Fuck man, i wish i couldve been normal. I wish i couldve been a normal person. Living a normal life, with a normal brain.

Instead im a broken excuse for a person masking things with meds, drugs and coping with endless distractions.

i fucking hate everything

 

[zd60]

masking things with drugs and coping with endless distractions.

that's all i do i drink most days that i can

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Cheers

 

[SEX NIGGA]

don‘t overdrink Bro, go to the doc the next day so he can prescribe you better meds and watch some Star Wars the clone Wars

 

[DoomThreeKoala]

Just be an alcoholic theory.

@Retardfuel has it helped you?

 

[Aspiring Janitor]

Don’t drink, do drugs.

 

[SupremeSaint]

i fucking hate everything

 

[drowningindenial]

drink, do drugs.

 

[Chud Norris72]

over for liverfailure maxxers

 

[H8mychudlife]

I want to self-medicate myself into oblivion. Fuck this world

 

[Retardfuel]

Just be an alcoholic theory.

@Retardfuel has it helped you?

Keep it normal for your organism, don't end up like mitten squad and you'll be fine and good

 

[drunken_sailor2500]

I smoke way more cigarettes when I drink but I can’t feel how badly that irritates my lungs when I’m drunk so the following days I’m constantly coughing and clearing my throat.

 

[Cuckoja]

Fuck man, i wish i couldve been normal. I wish i couldve been a normal person. Living a normal life, with a normal brain.

Instead im a broken excuse for a person masking things with meds, drugs and coping with endless distractions.

i fucking hate everything

Same man, im on my last wits, im so tired. Except im not taking anything and i don't feel any better.

 

[BornToLose]

Had to quit but still relatable. Much less anxiety now but still plenty

 

[starcrapoo]

i usually drink a lot during this time of the year but i decided not to

makes you feel even more anxious in the days and weeks aftrwards

although i do admit the feeling of being buzzed or drunk feels amazing. all of my worries go away in those hours of drunkenness

 

[flippedroaches14]

don‘t overdrink Bro, go to the doc the next day so he can prescribe you better meds and watch some Star Wars the clone Wars

Gay Never take meds