forteanSocietySpy
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- Oct 10, 2024
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i failed to find any purpose or meaning. I dont want to wake up tomorrow. I want to die.
I cant keep fighting like this. I have no good future to look forward to. No wife. No kids. No confidence. No cure for my anxiety. No cure for my schizophrenia.
life is exhausting and suffocating. Its too much of a struggle. I can find no rest. I just want to sleep and never wake up.
I tried. I cannot be fixed. I cannot be helped. am I just here out of ego? I have nothing to prove to anyone. Nothing at all. I was born to fail.
I must die. I have to do it quickly and well. Im tired of living this life were Im isolated. Cannot have friends. Cannot get a girlfriend. Cannot go to class. Feel weak. Im done. this is pointless.
I cant keep fighting like this. I have no good future to look forward to. No wife. No kids. No confidence. No cure for my anxiety. No cure for my schizophrenia.
life is exhausting and suffocating. Its too much of a struggle. I can find no rest. I just want to sleep and never wake up.
I tried. I cannot be fixed. I cannot be helped. am I just here out of ego? I have nothing to prove to anyone. Nothing at all. I was born to fail.
I must die. I have to do it quickly and well. Im tired of living this life were Im isolated. Cannot have friends. Cannot get a girlfriend. Cannot go to class. Feel weak. Im done. this is pointless.