SuicideFuel I don’t want to do this fucking bullshit any longer

[VλREN]

I so fucking tired of life. Am just fucking done with it

No fantasies in my head are ever coming to life. Am fucking done with this shit

I might just snap and call it a quits soon.

I don’t think it’ll be that hard.

I’ll just have to destroy my stuff and I’ll have literally zero to loose

But am too much of a cunt pussy to kill my self

My mind feels bloated with bullshit

Fuck it all

Am so done man

 

[fokusin]

But am too much of a cunt pussy to kill my self

 

[VλREN]

You ever feel so depressed that you have this feeling of disgust, like you’re entire life and daily routines feel gross?

 

[fokusin]

You ever feel so depressed that you have this feeling of disgust, like you’re entire life and daily routines feel gross?

I feel disgusted cause I am third worlder living like cockroach talking to first worlders online instead of focusing on my problems

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Same
I want to die, can't even get up anymore im done

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

I so fucking tired of life. Am just fucking done with it

 

[fokusin]

I want to die, can't even get up anymore im done

 

[VλREN]

I feel disgusted cause I am third worlder living like cockroach talking to first worlders online instead of focusing on my problems

It’s not much better up here

 

[FastBlast]

I just want to make it to 30 years old then I will decide whether I want to continue living. Maybe the future holds better copes like realistic sex dolls and better entertainment options

 

[VλREN]

Fuck it

Am changing my pfp man

Shit is fucking boring

 

[VλREN]

If I kill myself my mom will probably go completely insane and she’ll probably be too devastated to do anything and will probably end up dead, homeless or in a mental hospital

Everyone will call me a pussy and hate me for it.

Nobody outside of my parents and siblings will care

 

[VλREN]

I have no capabilities to go ER with.

Going ER is a fucking privilege actually,

only privileged people go on mass shootings. Not everyone is around guns or can buy them.

I only got a kitchen knife

Am not fed posting just pointing shit out

 

[VλREN]

I just want it to end man

How much poison do I have to consume?

My brain is screaming out at me for not having my shit in order, whenever I feel any enjoyment I start to feel all paranoid about the future and shit.

It’s my brain telling me not to have fun and to unfuck my fucked life. But I don’t know how.

 

[Aspiring Janitor]

Where you don't want to live but you're too scared to kill yourself. It's a sad dichotomy.

 

[Aspiring Janitor]

I just want it to end man

How much poison do I have to consume?

My brain is screaming out at me for not having my shit in order, whenever I feel any enjoyment I start to feel all paranoid about the future and shit.

It’s my brain telling me not to have fun and to unfuck my fucked life. But I don’t know how.

Alcohol poisoning is actually pretty painless. You drink so much until you're blacked out and by that point you can't feel anything, even when you're vomiting and you never regain consciousness.

It's easier to do then other ways since all you have to do is drink.

 

[VλREN]

Alcohol poisoning is actually pretty painless. You drink so much until you're blacked out and by that point you can't feel anything, even when you're vomiting and you never regain consciousness.

It's easier to do then other ways since all you have to do is drink.

Idk

The more details I hear about this shit the less I wanna do it

Sometimes I’d get really down and I’ll visit sanctioned suicide and usually reading the details about it sets me straight to a degree

 

[Aspiring Janitor]

Idk

The more details I hear about this shit the less I wanna do it

Sometimes I’d get really down and I’ll visit sanctioned suicide and usually reading the details about it sets me straight to a degree

Just seems like you're going through a mood swing. It happens to the best of us.

 

[superpsycho]

Same
I want to die, can't even get up anymore im done

 

[drowningindenial]

Same
I want to die, can't even get up anymore im done

 

[Sir Silentium]

Nobody outside of my parents and siblings will care

Pretty much