Deleted member 21230
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But it's so fucking hard to resist
I do nothing all day, every single cope has passed out, I just refresh maniacally this forum or look at the ceiling. I have literally no reason to wake up in the morning, nothing to strive for, no tiny litle hope for the future
My home is starting to become more and more like a prison, and there is no way I can go that isn't this weird urban hellscape
There's nothing for me in this world, not one person to love me, not one moment to remember, not one feeling to experience
But I don't want to die, I want to live, I want to feel everything this world has to suffer. But I just can't
I'm literally crying now, this is my true breaking point. In my brain there is only pain, not one space of it is free of this doom
I don't know if I will survive tonight. In any case I like you guys, even the ones with whom I don't have a good relation, you're the only thing that allievated the pain.
You are the only people worth of a thank you
I do nothing all day, every single cope has passed out, I just refresh maniacally this forum or look at the ceiling. I have literally no reason to wake up in the morning, nothing to strive for, no tiny litle hope for the future
My home is starting to become more and more like a prison, and there is no way I can go that isn't this weird urban hellscape
There's nothing for me in this world, not one person to love me, not one moment to remember, not one feeling to experience
But I don't want to die, I want to live, I want to feel everything this world has to suffer. But I just can't
I'm literally crying now, this is my true breaking point. In my brain there is only pain, not one space of it is free of this doom
I don't know if I will survive tonight. In any case I like you guys, even the ones with whom I don't have a good relation, you're the only thing that allievated the pain.
You are the only people worth of a thank you