Im gonna be an Incel but I want to forever cope. Not really taking the whitepill stuff because it feels cheap as a definition compared to the structure of blackpill, my belief system won’t ever change, but growth is in the acceptance. It’s ok, am an animal that isn’t supposed to breed, if I want to make my time on this earth worth I need to remove that from the picture.
Whatever brings me joy and distracts me from what Im missing, I don’t want to dwell on what Im not gonna have anymore, big copium here, because Im biologically set to feel that way periodically, but with enough effort Im sure there’s a comfortable way out, like Hamudi did, or through whatever hyperfixation is gonna occupy my mind. It is now to common and easy to be on the verge of suicide as an Incel. My mission in the realm of living things is different and I need to find out without falling back again.
Whatever brings me joy and distracts me from what Im missing, I don’t want to dwell on what Im not gonna have anymore, big copium here, because Im biologically set to feel that way periodically, but with enough effort Im sure there’s a comfortable way out, like Hamudi did, or through whatever hyperfixation is gonna occupy my mind. It is now to common and easy to be on the verge of suicide as an Incel. My mission in the realm of living things is different and I need to find out without falling back again.
