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My brother, who is a shitskin, has had multiple girlfriends throughout his life and regularly gets dates. Meanwhile, I’m a virgin at 47 year old and have never been on a date. Lately, I’ve been trying to analyze the differences between my brother and I. From a young age I’ve always believed in race realism. I understood that being a shitskin in the West doomed you to a lifetime of loneliness and isolation. I’ve carried this belief with me my entire life, and it has been validated by all of my life experiences. However, I just can’t rationalize my brothers situation. How has he been able to ascend and I haven’t? I’m even taller than him. Am I just fundamentally broken? Am I missing the “it” factor? Did I discover the Blackpill too early and it corrupted my thinking? I’m ruling out the latter as the Blackpill has greatly helped me and I would’ve roped by now if I never discovered it. Here are my possible explanations for why he has been able to ascend and I haven’t.
1. Bullying: I was severely bullied growing up and my brother wasn’t. I was bullied by a group of rednecks who were sadistic and did horrible things to me. They would regularly smash my head against a tree until my face was bleeding. These experiences rendered me socially inept and made me deeply depressed.
2. Stuttering: I have a stutter and my brother doesn’t. My stutter had made me unable to say my name and introduce myself to others. The stutter made me mute and socially isolate myself to avoid embarrassment. I’m still traumatized and have vivid memories of my entire class laughing at me after I started stuttering. I still have nightmares of when I tried to ask out my oneitis, and she laughed in my face after hearing me stutter.
3. Facial harmony: My brothers face is definitely better looking than mine. This seems like the most likely explanation, but I don’t think the gap between our faces has created this stark of a difference, where I’m a lifelong virgin and he’s a sexhaver. As I said before, he is also shorter than me and has a smaller frame.
4. Luck: My brother has been simply luckily with his ability to get into relationships. Fate was just not on my side this lifetime and it isn’t my fault. This is the most likely explanation and it’s grim.
5. Strong social circle: I never had my friends growing up. I was already traumatized by sadistic bullies and couldn’t form connections with others. On the other hand, my brother was a popular kid at school and had lots of friends. His connections through his friends put him in close proximity with foids and allowed him to do “warm approaches” instead of cold approaches.
What is your thoughts on this? It’s something I’ve been wrestling with my entire life but never got to put into words until now. Which factor did you think is most likely? Am I just overanalyzing it?
1. Bullying: I was severely bullied growing up and my brother wasn’t. I was bullied by a group of rednecks who were sadistic and did horrible things to me. They would regularly smash my head against a tree until my face was bleeding. These experiences rendered me socially inept and made me deeply depressed.
2. Stuttering: I have a stutter and my brother doesn’t. My stutter had made me unable to say my name and introduce myself to others. The stutter made me mute and socially isolate myself to avoid embarrassment. I’m still traumatized and have vivid memories of my entire class laughing at me after I started stuttering. I still have nightmares of when I tried to ask out my oneitis, and she laughed in my face after hearing me stutter.
3. Facial harmony: My brothers face is definitely better looking than mine. This seems like the most likely explanation, but I don’t think the gap between our faces has created this stark of a difference, where I’m a lifelong virgin and he’s a sexhaver. As I said before, he is also shorter than me and has a smaller frame.
4. Luck: My brother has been simply luckily with his ability to get into relationships. Fate was just not on my side this lifetime and it isn’t my fault. This is the most likely explanation and it’s grim.
5. Strong social circle: I never had my friends growing up. I was already traumatized by sadistic bullies and couldn’t form connections with others. On the other hand, my brother was a popular kid at school and had lots of friends. His connections through his friends put him in close proximity with foids and allowed him to do “warm approaches” instead of cold approaches.
What is your thoughts on this? It’s something I’ve been wrestling with my entire life but never got to put into words until now. Which factor did you think is most likely? Am I just overanalyzing it?
