It's Over I don't think I will ever feel love even if I get it

[Doomed4ever]

Not experiencing teen love which you can say is necessary for becoming normal and social in a man's phase of growing up, experiencing love and sex from a lover etc. I was ok with it as I thought i would experience it in my 20s and in my 20s nothing happened as well as I kept becoming more numb and the urge to seek relationship started dying. Now I'm 30 and I been chatting with a foid (before u call me fakecel remember it's online and nothing is going to come out of it as it did in the past as I only end up chatting with foids from other countries) Even when she's nice I don't feel anything, I'm far too damaged to even experience love atp. It's kind of relieving as I don't feel like the need to have it. If i crave sex I get it through escorts but I have never made love to a foid as it's different from just intercourse. I believe not experiencing relationship from teens to 20s can literally kill the desire to look for love. Any oldcels here who can relate?

 

[nihilum]

“You'll never be a girl's erotic dream. Get used to it. It's not for you. Anyhow, it's too late. All your sexual failures since adolescence, the frustration dogging you since puberty, have scarred you forever. Even if you could find a woman, which I frankly doubt, it wouldn't work. It will never work. You're orphaned by the teenage loves you never had. It's already hurt you. It'll keep getting worse. An agonizing bitterness will fill your heart. There's no redemption. No release. That's how it is.”

 

[AutismKing]

Abused dog syndrome. I know no cure for it.
When you have taken this much for so long it becomes a part of who you are. Hard to imagine oneself being loved as we never really felt true lasting love from anyone

 

[Morbilius]

Abused dog syndrome. I know no cure for it.

I'm apathetic at this point, genuinely don't care about much of anything. Just want to rot and hopefully die in my sleep but this nightmare keeps on going every day.

 

[AutismKing]

I'm apathetic at this point, genuinely don't care about much of anything. Just want to rot and hopefully die in my sleep but this nightmare keeps on going every day.

Same man

 

[esdeathlover]

Abused dog syndrome. I know no cure for it.
When you have taken this much for so long it becomes a part of who you are. Hard to imagine oneself being loved as we never really felt true lasting love from anyone

maybe we should inject nextgen peptides

 

[Initium]

I still hope for teen love. If not in the states maybe some 3rd world country not yet destroyed by femism.

 

[nihilum]

I have not experienced teen love.