subhuman
Fuck it, we ball
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- Joined
- Apr 9, 2022
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I'm fat and have a neckbeard. I never shave. My hair is always messy, and not in the good way. I have bed head always because I never comb it or put gel in it. My nails are long because I don't trim them, my teeth are yellow because I drink 2-3 mountain dews a day and only brush my teeth once a day. Also I don't wash in the shower most of the time because I mostly just like to relax in the hot water. Sometimes I will close the door and turn the shower on really hot and just lay on the bathroom floor and feel the warmth of the room while I go on my phone
I don't take care of myself because it's over for me. It doesn't make a difference if I do or not because the only things that matter are face height and NT. I was always fat but as a teenager I slimmed down and got fit and I took better care of myself but was still incel. All my face fat left and just revealed a subhuman jaw and chin. Because I wasn't getting foids I lost all motivation to keep up with it. Staying fit and keeping good hygiene, it just felt like I was Sisyphus trying to push that rock up the hill only for it to roll all the way back down when he gets close to the top. There is no end, just an ever lasting commitment I get nothing out of. I just like to LDAR and play comfy vidya and masturbate all day
I don't take care of myself because it's over for me. It doesn't make a difference if I do or not because the only things that matter are face height and NT. I was always fat but as a teenager I slimmed down and got fit and I took better care of myself but was still incel. All my face fat left and just revealed a subhuman jaw and chin. Because I wasn't getting foids I lost all motivation to keep up with it. Staying fit and keeping good hygiene, it just felt like I was Sisyphus trying to push that rock up the hill only for it to roll all the way back down when he gets close to the top. There is no end, just an ever lasting commitment I get nothing out of. I just like to LDAR and play comfy vidya and masturbate all day