I don't remember the last time I was really happy

[Minjaze]

I've been searching for my memories for any moments where I felt genuine joy and I can't really find any. At this point, happiness is an alien emotion to me, something I know I'll never get to feel.

I want to know what it's like to be excited about something, to feel warmth and love in my heart, to be content with my life. It's scary how far something so basic is from my grasp.

 

[Deleted member 2901]

Should be around 5 years ago for me. Just lol at our lives.

 

[TheVman]

I can rememeber moments where i was happy or joyful, but no times where i was happy. No full week where i was happy. A good day? maybe. a good period? never

 

[Captvic]

Happiness is completely foreign to me these days

 

[demonanus]

Staring into the void for too long.

 

[Deleted member 1627]

You need a gf that's the only way to happiness

 

[ArtoriasWolf]

games, anime, movie and masturbation. I am not sure if these count.

 

[QuantumDummy]

Same.

 

[Cynistic]

Im not that far gone luckily, I feel ok most the time.
I like to browse this forum before i go to sleep to remind myself its truly over.