Serious I don't really care about ascending anymore

[Deleted member 33054]

I just wanna be happy again, but I just can't. I've suffered through so much and now I've become numb to every single emotion. It's like I've lost my humanity and became a living statue due to how empty I feel inside. I feel like I no longer have a soul. It's probably just anxiety but this shit has been going on for quite a while and I think this might be clinical depression. Everyday after I wake up, I question the meaning of life and why we are here. What's the purpose of living if nothing makes you happy?

 

[Jaundice]

me neither I honestly dont care about women really anymore. Women to me are just NPCs. Extremely uninteresting and overall flatlined personalities.

 

[Deleted member 1269]

I just want to kill and destroy everything

 

[Saint Cho]

I just want to kill and destroy everything

same

 

[Deleted member 33054]

I just want to kill and destroy everything

 

[Deleted member 40612]

Try quitting weed, it'll help. I grew up with a friend that had progressively gotten into worse and worse PTSD and BPD from xanax, weed, and other drugs.

 

[Deleted member 33054]

Try quitting weed, it'll help. I grew up with a friend that had progressively gotten into worse and worse PTSD and BPD from xanax, weed, and other drugs.

Im on xanax too lol brutal ill probably end up like ur friend

 

[Deleted member 40612]

Im on xanax too lol brutal ill probably end up like ur friend

He's chadlite (6'4" white and beardmaxxed but has a shit midsection and haircut) and darktriadmaxxed from years of drugs, just use shrooms or lsd not xanax

 

[Deleted member 40612]

Shrooms kill ur amygdala which is what makes anxiety