I am currently experiencing a sense of confusion and disorientation. Whenever I step away from this website or leave my basement, I feel a profound emptiness that I cannot explain. It seems like I have come to the realization that it’s over for me. I am struggling to accept the fact that others seem to mog me in every aspect. This feeling of disconnect from everyone is overwhelming. Also, I have noticed that women mock me when I am out in public. One incident that stands out is when one of them said, “He looks traumatized,” followed by laughter. This shit has left me feeling isolated and rejected. I don’t feel normal at all and maybe the issue is deeper than I think.
