I Don't know what to do anymore

[Derek_Vane]

My life has been a mess recently, my eczema became extremely harsh, these obsessive thoughts has been ruining my days, and the little amount of oxygen I have because of my asthma has been reduced heavily

I'm 5'4, i don't consider my height a problem, and me being short doesn't make me less of a man, but I'm definitely a target of discrimination by the entire globe for something i have no control of.

And I'm 22 years old, not a young bastard anymore, and not pretty old either, I have no car, and I've been failing the same two classes for about a year or so, I've joined college by nepotism in late 2024, after being unemployed for two years after my graduation from highschool in mid 2022

I've been skipping lectures due to not being able to afford the cost of uber rides, no busses no trains in my area since i live in rural place full of criminals and low life freaks

And i know that going to college and even finishing it will not land me even the worst jobs ever, but how the hell can i convince my gen x parents about that?

I have no friends, no one to talk to, I haven't posted anything in the internet from 25 may 2024 to 8 December 2025, and not being able to have any opinions made me extremely thirsty for any human interactions

Not being able to have a girlfriend is definitely a issue, but not a serious one to me since the circumstances I'm living through is way more serious that not being able to shove my 5 incher in a HIV ridden vagina

After all of this fuckery I'm living through, my older brother claims that I'm spolied, while he has a car, goes out with his friends occasionally, and not broke like me

I've been suffering from ocd since late After I fell on my forehead extremely hard because my father forced me to go out once with him to while I was dizzy

Been suffering from eczema since i was 6 years old, ( genetics )

Been suffering from asthma since i was 1 second old ( also Genetics )

Everytime i talk about my hardships people bully and make fun of me, while i see others who doesn't suffer as hard as me get all the support

I don't know what to do anymore, and I'm actually scared that the replies will troll me here, I've been banned by 4chan, reddit and twitter permanently for defending myself

And this place is the only space that i have to vent about my horrible life, please don't troll me, just ignore my post if you think it's pathetic.

 

[Ibrahim997]

It over

 

[ihatelife2]

I'm sorry about the lack of support you have, you can tell us about your struggles. You're welcome here.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

It will only get worse
manual labor force is waiting for you

 

[SEX NIGGA]

World economy is fucked and everyone is scared of recession, the best you can do is continue scouting for any job and finishing your degree so you can get a good job when things are recovering again.

 

[Soystein]

Don't bother defending yourself from retards on the internet, keep your focus on your college classes and do what you must do 1 day at a time, life is horrible for ugly people like us, but it will be less horrible for you if you get a degree with decent grades.

 

[Maikowski]

@grok give me the ai summary

 

[Chirag gupta]

Brutal story, man.

Welcome to the forum

 

[Todd Thundercock]

You're nearing the age where society expects you to have all your socialization in order and start building a family. You will be further ostracized for not doing this. It gets much harder and there's no turning back.

The older you get, the more you realize that the only person you can rely on is yourself. So, take care of yourself, however you deem fit.

 

[Derek_Vane]

Don't bother defending yourself from retards on the internet, keep your focus on your college classes and do what you must do 1 day at a time, life is horrible for ugly people like us, but it will be less horrible for you if you get a degree with decent grades.
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I don't want to sound like a miserable fucker, but I'm heading toward to dropping out of college, and that's because i barely pass the only two remaining first classes, math and statistics, and let's say that I'm way too retarded to finish them

My father is gonna skin me alive if i didn't complete college and i barely can finish college

I don't know what to do

 

[Broke Nepo Baby]

Man sorry. Life not easy.

Can you neet

 

[Pikacel]

Same