I never have. It’s always been just doing what I’m expected to do, like going to college. That was a waste of time. I didn’t even bother with University for the same reason. There was never a strong enough interest in anything to consider studying it.
The last 5 years have just been wasted being NEET. My Mother has enabled me and I don’t imagine it will get better. I might get a paid off house in the future which is nice I guess.
Do I want to experience sex and a relationship? Maybe, but then I think about all the crap you have to do to maintain one such as going out, hanging out and maintaining what you look like on top of being interesting. The thought exhausts me since I struggle just leaving the house. I still dress like I’m 16 despite being 27.
Also, I am not attractive. This has been confirmed several times throughout my life, so any confidence is long gone and I’ve forgotten what it feels like to be passionate over something since nothing is fun when you don’t get validation from it.
I used to like music but quickly realized how creatively bankrupt I was and lost interest years ago. I guess I can still play guitar pretty well but it’s just other people’s songs so not really impressive.
No real point to this thread just needed to type it out. Maybe you can relate.
The last 5 years have just been wasted being NEET. My Mother has enabled me and I don’t imagine it will get better. I might get a paid off house in the future which is nice I guess.
Do I want to experience sex and a relationship? Maybe, but then I think about all the crap you have to do to maintain one such as going out, hanging out and maintaining what you look like on top of being interesting. The thought exhausts me since I struggle just leaving the house. I still dress like I’m 16 despite being 27.
Also, I am not attractive. This has been confirmed several times throughout my life, so any confidence is long gone and I’ve forgotten what it feels like to be passionate over something since nothing is fun when you don’t get validation from it.
I used to like music but quickly realized how creatively bankrupt I was and lost interest years ago. I guess I can still play guitar pretty well but it’s just other people’s songs so not really impressive.
No real point to this thread just needed to type it out. Maybe you can relate.
