I dont even have a basic quality that normies fucking have, everytime I was in public normies treated me like I was weird and abnormal because I don't know how to speak, I am slow like very slow in real life when someone talks to me I need to ask them to repeat themselves multiple times because I can't hear them and I stutter everytime I speak not only that I sometimes don't even understand what they are saying and I say some retarded response because of some pressure on me and the thing is many times someone tried having a conversation with me and I didn't decline because it makes you look stupid declining talking to somene but I don't know how to keep a conversation going since I have zero interests with normies and I don't understand any type of slangs they say so they look at me like some sort of retard and then eventually i got pushed around for being a retard that is too quiet, the other thing is my brain is slow I don't know how to generate like immediate responses so I end up pausing multiple times during any conversation.
