I don't know how some people commit suicide

[Deleted member 27249]

I'm sure most of us here have at least thought about it. I've been lying to myself for years that I'd do it. It's honestly calming convincing myself I'll die soon so need to be worried or anxious. It's a coping mechanism I guess. But I've only ever done one actual attempt of choking myself robin williams style, and got pretty close before having a panic attack. That was almost a year ago.
Truth is there's only a short window of courage for me to do it. If I ever feel it I'm going to immediately do it, not waste time writing a detailed theead here where no one cares. I keep a belt tied around the closet 24/7 ready to use hoping one day it happens. Like I said, it's calming knowing it could happen any minute, even if I'm just lying to myself

 

[Gone Coping]

as shit as my life is i don't think i'll ever rope, there is nothing but the abyss waiting for us all anyway so may as well experience existence as long as i can

 

[ThoughtfulCel]

Only people who easily suicide are either mentally gone or do it in the moment. Its not like you can wake up tomorrow and decide to kill yourself. It takes days,weeks, even months of planning to actually get the courage.

I don't know how anyone could do it either. But its the most courageous thing someone could do. Going against your instincts is hard.

 

[Deleted member 24160]

i fucking wish i was brave enough to do it instead of rotting on here

 

[Deleted member 27249]

i fucking wish i was brave enough to do it instead of rotting on here

Fuck off kid

 

[SkramzHandz]

I came up with this theory about suicide. Basically, if you have to think about it you're already fucking up. It really isn't something you ruminate over for too long. Once it becomes a thought exercise it stops being an impulse, which is what you need it to be in order to push past your nature desire to live. I've seen countless of suicide videos and the back stories often validate this. "Guy jumps in front of a train after getting dumped" "Woman kills herself and kids after losing marriage" Etc Etc

 

[Deleted member 24160]

Fuck off kid

you never even gave me a chance and don't say "you could tell" because you never spoke to me.

 

[Deleted member 27249]

I came up with this theory about suicide. Basically, if you have to think about it you're already fucking up. It really isn't something you ruminate over for too long. Once it becomes a thought exercise it stops being an impulse, which is what you need it to be in order to push past your nature desire to live. I've seen countless of suicide videos and the back stories often validate this. "Guy jumps in front of a train after getting dumped" "Woman kills herself and kids after losing marriage" Etc Etc

Very true.

you never even gave me a chance and don't say "you could tell" because you never spoke to me.

You literally made theeads about walking into gangbangs and cousin walking into gangbangs and like 4 family members committimg suicide then you started going into my dms and everyone else's dms saying you'll commit suicide soon, and then when you made the larp post, you couldn't even let it simmer for a day, you just wanted the attention and came back immediately.
Also, you're 15 fucking years old. You're a kid. Don't comment on my threads

 

[Deleted member 24160]

Very true.

You literally made theeads about walking into gangbangs and cousin walking into gangbangs and like 4 family members committimg suicide then you started going into my dms and everyone else's dms saying you'll commit suicide soon, and then when you made the larp post, you couldn't even let it simmer for a day, you just wanted the attention and came back immediately.
Also, you're 15 fucking years old. You're a kid. Don't comment on my threads

I never said I walked into a gangbang. And I asked opinions on whether you all hated me or not, whether I mentioned my suicide is irrelevant and you mocked me the first time I talked to you over anything and wouldn't say anything other than donkey kong. Why would I let it "simmer"?

 

[SkramzHandz]

Very true.

You literally made theeads about walking into gangbangs and cousin walking into gangbangs and like 4 family members committimg suicide then you started going into my dms and everyone else's dms saying you'll commit suicide soon, and then when you made the larp post, you couldn't even let it simmer for a day, you just wanted the attention and came back immediately.
Also, you're 15 fucking years old. You're a kid. Don't comment on my threads

"Walking into gangbangs" lol

I never said I walked into a gangbang. And I asked opinions on whether you all hated me or not, whether I mentioned my suicide is irrelevant and you mocked me the first time I talked to you over anything and wouldn't say anything other than donkey kong. Why would I let it "simmer"?

Just give it time man. People will forgive you, assuming you don't anything like it again

 

[Deleted member 24016]

It also depends on how much pain you’re in. If life just feels unfulfilling and full, suicide is hard. However, anyone can suicide if they’re in intense, unrelenting pain.

 

[Deleted member 27249]

I never said I walked into a gangbang. And I asked opinions on whether you all hated me or not, whether I mentioned my suicide is irrelevant and you mocked me the first time I talked to you over anything and wouldn't say anything other than donkey kong. Why would I let it "simmer"?

I know you sent this message to at least 5 other people. female trait tbh. suicide isn't your tool for attention. many fucking incels actually rope and die because they're at life's end.

 

[Deleted member 24160]

I know you sent this message to at least 5 other people. female trait tbh. suicide isn't your tool for attention. many fucking incels actually rope and die because they're at life's end.
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I wasn't using it as a tool. You are right that I would not shut up about it.

 

[Deleted member 27249]

I wasn't using it as a tool. You are right that I would not shut up about it.

Just stop commenting on my threads. put me on your ignore list. you ruined this thread you fucking child

 

[Deleted member 27159]

Suicide is risky since there is always a chance that it could fail. If it fails then your life will be much worse than it currently is now. Just like how headshotting yourself could just make you look like a deformed vegetable.

 

[Deleted member 26421]

I can’t either , I’m an scared of what happens after death , and act of suicide itself might be really painful.

Fuck off kid

Based

 

[Deleted member 24160]

Just stop commenting on my threads. put me on your ignore list. you ruined this thread you fucking child

And you still won't have a conversation with me.

 

[Deleted member 27159]

And you still won't have a conversation with me.

Just wait for a couple weeks or a month and lay low. You practically pissed off the entire forum at this point. People will eventually forgive you at some point but don’t do stuff like this again