Everyday I get up and I'm forced to do absolutely nothing with my life, i send in resumes to different companies almost every single day and none of them are interested in hiring me, I come from a family that is just barely above the poverty line and even with my ability to make money outside of job, it simply is not enough to allow me to escape this life, I might not even able to survive for that much longer as the things that need to paid just to live are starting to cost too much.
7 years now, my live has been nothing but this and it's been 2 years of it taken effect on my mental state. I'm starting to break and these crazy little fantasies of how my life will end are starting to become an appealing alternative to this constant rotting. I know all the undercover feds here are salivating with the opportunity to groom me into their next mass killer but unfortunately for those faggots none of my fantasies involve killing people and that's means I will forgotten to sands of time for whatever i might decide to do before i go out because normalfags don't care unless your a threat to them.
7 years now, my live has been nothing but this and it's been 2 years of it taken effect on my mental state. I'm starting to break and these crazy little fantasies of how my life will end are starting to become an appealing alternative to this constant rotting. I know all the undercover feds here are salivating with the opportunity to groom me into their next mass killer but unfortunately for those faggots none of my fantasies involve killing people and that's means I will forgotten to sands of time for whatever i might decide to do before i go out because normalfags don't care unless your a threat to them.
