I don't feel real.

[TOP_5_KAPPA]

These past few weeks I have experienced a very intense feeling of strangeness, apathy, fear and anxiety
I've had a feeling where I feel that nothing I see and feel exists, that my existence is unnatural, that I shouldn't be here.....
I'm terrified, my mental health has been messed up for a long time, I don't think I can take it anymore....

 

[literallyretarded]

These past few weeks I have experienced a very intense feeling of strangeness, apathy, fear and anxiety
I've had a feeling where I feel that nothing I see and feel exists, that my existence is unnatural, that I shouldn't be here.....
I'm terrified, my mental health has been messed up for a long time, I don't think I can take it anymore....

damn that sucks truly hope you feel better try not to think about do something to cope dont ropemaxx bro.

 

[TOP_5_KAPPA]

damn that sucks truly hope you feel better try not to think about do something to cope dont ropemaxx bro.

I don't think I can stand it anymore, even my copes have become boring for me.

 

[StoryOfMyLaugh]

My 3 moods are either Manic/Empty/Depressed at this point. Out of those 3, i’d choose to be manic 100% of the time

 

[literallyretarded]

I don't think I can stand it anymore, even my copes have become boring for me.

just find something to hyper fixate on and putt all your attention on that so you dont have to think about how shitty your life is that's what i did a few months ago with one piece and now ive finished it but it did distract me from my painful life for a while.

 

[SociallyStunted]

I don't think I can stand it anymore, even my copes have become boring for me.

i relate to this alot bro. all i can say is i hope gets better for you and you're able to cope with your life again