even around my friends they always ask me if something happened, if I'm angry or worried, I'm acting normal, what the fuck is wrong with me where just me being myself seems like some kind of retard, whenever I answer a question for a person is there a 2 second delay where the person looks at my face and tries to understand what I said, do I look like an autistic person speaking? what the fuck can i do i don't talk to anyone, but normies are unreasonable and then complain about how radical and inpatient we are, tbh fuck my friends what do i need them if i can't be normal with them
