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Feeshtu
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We always talk about not having girlfriends.
We say…..it’s over.
But when you don’t even have any male friends……it is beyond over.
The only social contact I have is with my parents.
When I was young, I was actually kind of popular.
Not really a cool kid, but I had a lot of friends.
Then something changed. I don’t know what, I just cannot explain it.
I just withdrew into silence. Never talking to anyone.
Now, people can try speaking to me.
But I am not really there.
I will give some sort of reply when spoken to, but they are not really coming through my shields.
Like we are in two different worlds.
Maybe……I could make male friends…..if I really tried.
But I don’t even know how to have a conversation.
We say…..it’s over.
But when you don’t even have any male friends……it is beyond over.
The only social contact I have is with my parents.
When I was young, I was actually kind of popular.
Not really a cool kid, but I had a lot of friends.
Then something changed. I don’t know what, I just cannot explain it.
I just withdrew into silence. Never talking to anyone.
Now, people can try speaking to me.
But I am not really there.
I will give some sort of reply when spoken to, but they are not really coming through my shields.
Like we are in two different worlds.
Maybe……I could make male friends…..if I really tried.
But I don’t even know how to have a conversation.