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GENETIKXL
Deathnik
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im laying on the bed, and im waiting to die.
i no longer feel lust, or love. im dead.
i no longer feel lust, or love. im dead.
it's like being in a torture chamber.LDAR indeed, I too spend around 6 hours per night laying down and trying not to cry being unable to sleep and just thinking about my own loneliness and the blackpill. I wish I could die sooner too man.
realim laying on the bed, and im waiting to die.
i no longer feel lust, or love. im dead.
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xLpfbcXTeo8
After the &pp in you're link is a google tracking code... Just saying.
Wherever you got that video link is tainted.Huh?
Bugged by the feds?Wherever you got that video link is tainted.
It's a tracking link.
Maybe. It's a pp code instead of the normal si code.Bugged by the feds?
Am honestly surprised that I haven’t been doxxed yet knowing my luckMaybe. It's a pp code instead of the normal si code.
Maybe its from a chrome browser? Although those ones are obviously marked as chrome.Am honestly surprised that I haven’t been doxxed yet knowing my luck
Maybe its from a chrome browser? Although those ones are obviously marked as chrome.
I don’t use chrome and I check other links and it wasn’t thereMaybe its from a chrome browser? Although those ones are obviously marked as chrome.
OkI don’t use chrome and I check other links and it wasn’t there
yes but the rage is incredible strong.Do not caring is a cursed power.
You are empyt while there is no other way to get hurt.
You are so destroyed that you became invincible, because there is nothing else to lose.
You can always redirect this anger. You said punch.. what about boxe classes ? No joke. My experience with gym made a lot of diference in my mental situation. Sports are a way to " hurt and destroy" our selfs. Your body will be using energy to stay alive, so you wont have time to be drowned in you mind.yes but the rage is incredible strong.
i could legitimately go out and punch a fucking slut straight to the hospital due to how much i hate my life due to being so ugly.
i know man, but i have this weird feeling surrounding my body that feels like shit. i cant even enjoy watching porn, fap or playing vidya because of this. i can't even enjoy life at all.You can always redirect this anger. You said punch.. what about boxe classes ? No joke. My experience with gym made a lot of diference in my mental situation. Sports are a way to " hurt and destroy" our selfs. Your body will be using energy to stay alive, so you wont have time to be drowned in you mind.
You may be in a level of depression. I know that what i'm about to say will sound like cope.... But if you have someone, anyone you think you can trust, you should try and talk. Dont know in which contry do you live nor how good or bad is the health system but just try even if one time only.i know man, but i have this weird feeling surrounding my body that feels like shit. i cant even enjoy watching porn, fap or playing vidya because of this. i can't even enjoy life at all.
I want to destroy other people life why Tf why I want to voluntary hurt myself. You think people in the past go to gym just to work 9 to 5 job without letting out their barbarinism?You may be in a level of depression. I know that what i'm about to say will sound like cope.... But if you have someone, anyone you think you can trust, you should try and talk. Dont know in which contry do you live nor how good or bad is the health system but just try even if one time only.
This world wants to put as down. And even when there is nothing else.... We still sufer for things that we cant change.
So i belive in living. Living as an act of vengence. If they want us dead, we live. Dumb ? We study. Fat ? Gymmaxx. DONT LET THEM WIN.
I wish the best fellow dude.