Im feeling really depressed . but my cat sees me as her dad and is very clingy to me and it would break my heart to leave my cat then i have my dad who knows im an incel but doesnt wanna admit it to himself because he thinks the bluepill is very yummy and cheats on hes gf with a whore he pays 3000euros for in a weekend . i love my father because he never stopped caring for me and i love my cat because its the only thing that ever loved me and wanted to be with me. It hurts so much i will never make my father proud .it hurts so much imma eventually kill myself cuz alcoholism . only if i ever had a girl giving me a fking chance to care for me to support me mentally but no that will never happen. Btw reason why i dont include my mother is because she abandoned me bcuz she knew i was subhuman since birth.fuck all these people with their inspirational.positive quotes fuck them all
Id rather see the truth and feel the misery instead of lying to myself
Id rather see the truth and feel the misery instead of lying to myself
