Venting I don't care about my health anymore

[RealSchizo]

I dont give a fuck anymore I wont eat, I will only drink monster energy drinks and smoke a lot all I want is to just die.

Couldnt care less if I got sick I wish I could die. I don't want to live. I hope I don't wake up tomorrow i do not value this miserable subhuman life of mine.

 

[KillNiggers]

I will only drink monster energy drinks

This is what I was doing when we were VC'ing back then kek. Now I stopped

 

[Starfish Vs Koala]

based

 

[Starfish Vs Koala]

drinking monster as i read this

 

[RealSchizo]

This is what I was doing when we were VC'ing back then kek. Now I stopped

I want to just disappear forever I want to stop this humiliating suffering. End me already I don't deserve to live nor do i want to.

 

[VintageCarCoper]

I eat as much junk food as possible

 

[KillNiggers]

I want to just disappear forever I want to stop this humiliating suffering. End me already I don't deserve to live nor do i want to.

What happened?

 

[RealSchizo]

What happened?

My subhuman life happened. I am tired of this shit, tired of being unloved, hideous , non-NT. Tired of being looked down upon I will fucking kill myself soon I just need to find a good spot to jump from and be done with it.

 

[KillNiggers]

My subhuman life happened. I am tired of this shit, tired of being unloved, hideous , non-NT. Tired of being looked down upon I will fucking kill myself soon I just need to find a good spot to jump from and be done with it.

I thought some of your recent experiences were giga suifuel.

 

[menoraquiles]

i do this without the slightest intention of dying, so it's okay. just apart from the "I'm not going to eat anymore" part.

 

[Apex.Koala]

I eat as much junk food as possible

 

[adharmi]

I eat as much junk food as possible

Man, I wish I could have access to junk food like people in west

 

[VintageCarCoper]

Man, I wish I could have access to junk food like people in west

Yeah, what food do you have?

 

[adharmi]

Yeah, what food do you have?

I live in a rural town. There aren't many options for junk foods.

There's vada-pav, pav-bhaji and bastardised version of Chinese which I hate. I almost always get sick after eating that.

 

[VintageCarCoper]

I live in a rural town. There aren't many options for junk foods.

There's vada-pav, pav-bhaji and bastardised version of Chinese which I hate. I almost always get sick after eating that.

Brutal. I'm surprised you even have internet with how bad everything sounds

 

[SilverBullet]

same. I'm gonna start taking tons of meds in order to not be in chronic pain all day. hopefully I'll end up dying from liver failure

 

[adharmi]

Brutal. I'm surprised you even have internet with how bad everything sounds

Well it's shit but I can watch jewtube videos in 360p-480p and browse online. Downloading stuff however takes TOO long. I don't use any other social media.

if you were to see in me irl and the condition I live in, you'd think how in the world I came know things like blackpill and all that

 

[VintageCarCoper]

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Well it's shit but I can watch jewtube videos in 360p-480p and browse online. Downloading stuff however takes TOO long. I don't use any other social media.

if you were to see in me irl and the condition I live in, you'd think how in the world I came know things like blackpill and all that

Damn. You really must be clever to find out about it with limited stuff

 

[adharmi]

Damn. You really must be clever to find out about it with limited stuff

Not clever. My tastes were very different than normal jeets.

I loved watching anime and western cartoons when they used to air on CN and Nickelodeon and movies too.

I used to play games alot on my father's old nokia phone i forgot which model. You know, the ones that were popular before touch-screen devices became norm. I would buy 20 MB for 9 rupees and download different games.

I got my personal phone in 2017. Alot of things happened that led me here.

It's as if I was born in a wrong place.

 

[VintageCarCoper]

Not clever. My tastes were very different than normal jeets.

I loved watching anime and western cartoons when they used to air on CN and Nickelodeon and movies too.

I used to play games alot on my father's old nokia phone i forgot which model. You know, the ones that were popular before touch-screen devices became norm. I would buy 20 MB for 9 rupees and download different games.

I got my personal phone in 2017. Alot of things happened that led me here.

It's as if I was born in a wrong place.

Brutal

 

[Cincel]

I dont give a fuck anymore I wont eat, I will only drink monster energy drinks and smoke a lot all I want is to just die.

Couldnt care less if I got sick I wish I could die. I don't want to live. I hope I don't wake up tomorrow i do not value this miserable subhuman life of mine.

Same brother, I gave up my swimming routine like 5 months ago
I only was there cuz there was a sweet girl who ignored me at all but at least made kinda happy to see her
... now I am fatmaxxing myself with all kind of food and I developed a addiction to coffee

 

[Wolnir]

You sound like my old co worker lol, he would drink monster for breakfast and lunch and smoke cigs all day and then gamble his entire paycheck away.

 

[RealSchizo]

You sound like my old co worker lol, he would drink monster for breakfast and lunch and smoke cigs all day and then gamble his entire paycheck away.

based unless sexhaver

 

[Abou Baldiaby]

I take care of myself so I can health-mog my peers at older ages. Besides it improves overall mood.

 

[ViciousKanga]

same. food is the best type of cope