Venting i disturb people so much, it makes me want to cry

[Altunyiskon]

everywhere i go, i'm met with stares of disgust. i can't even make eye contact with people or even look at them because somehow they instantly see it and start fucking staring at me. even when i make an effort to not look at anyone, they just start staring nonetheless. do i have a sign above my head that says "this person is a depraved, disgusting incel" ?

i just want someone to love me and care about me. can i not have that just because i'm ugly and neurodivergent? why can a chad immediately get foids to devote themselves to him, but i can't have anyone love me.

 

[Animecel2D]

brutal first post

 

[Hohenstaufen]

brootal

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

the fact you feel disgusting and look away is a sign of self esteem issues. You need to learn to never look away, even if everything in your body is telling you you should. Don’t be creepy about it by staring, but just never be the first one to look away.

 

[Pancakecel]

Yeah, that shit happens to me aswell, it's why I stay inside.

 

[Altunyiskon]

the fact you feel disgusting and look away is a sign of self esteem issues. You need to learn to never look away, even if everything in your body is telling you you should. Don’t be creepy about it by staring, but just never be the first one to look away.

i tried this, they just keep fucking staring. it's like a mechanism built into their body or something, they just won't look away. when i look away, they keep staring. i've had people (not just foids, boomers and whomever the fuck else as well) stare at me through the entire fucking bus ride (40 minutes). am i a fucking anomaly? or is it just because i'm an ugly mongoloid?

 

[autisticsoy]

The stares are the most anxious inducing thing.

 

[Altunyiskon]

The stares are the most anxious inducing thing.

it feels like they know my deepest secrets, or every depraved thing i ever did in my life.

 

[Caichan]

I avoid eye contact with foids because I know how stupid and ugly I look while maintaining it

 

[Deleted Member 8090]

I used to have to walk around a cafeteria to get food in college and it felt so awkward like everyone was judging me. A couple times they were. But anyways I prefer being alone in my room basically gooning all day that's what better than being in public and having eyes on your dumb face

 

[Altunyiskon]

I avoid eye contact with foids because I know how stupid and ugly I look while maintaining it

i think my neck is permanently disfigured now because of how much time i spend looking down, just to avoid disturbing them.

 

[Altunyiskon]

I used to have to walk around a cafeteria to get food in college and it felt so awkward like everyone was judging me. A couple times they were. But anyways I prefer being alone in my room basically gooning all day that's what better than being in public and having eyes on your dumb face

i can't even goon anymore. it just reminds me of how i will never be loved by a foid and that thought makes my erection go down in shame.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

i tried this, they just keep fucking staring. it's like a mechanism built into their body or something, they just won't look away. when i look away, they keep staring. i've had people (not just foids, boomers and whomever the fuck else as well) stare at me through the entire fucking bus ride (40 minutes). am i a fucking anomaly? or is it just because i'm an ugly mongoloid?

Don’t let them stare mog you. Beat them

 

[Altunyiskon]

Don’t let them stare mog you. Beat them

i'm scared they'll get aggressive or some shit like that. with foids it's the fear of them reporting me because i take the bus at the same time as a bunch of people everyday, and i'm pretty sure there's at least a few foid regulars who might recognize me.

 

[Deleted Member 8090]

i can't even goon anymore. it just reminds me of how i will never be loved by a foid and that thought makes my erection go down in shame.

WTF brutal

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

i'm scared they'll get aggressive or some shit like that. with foids it's the fear of them reporting me because i take the bus at the same time as a bunch of people everyday, and i'm pretty sure there's at least a few foid regulars who might recognize me.

Just be relaxed and don’t look aggressive. Just give them a smile maybe and acknowledge them looking at you.

 

[Altunyiskon]

WTF brutal

i used to be able to daydream so vividly about having a gf. now it just stresses me. im pretty sure if scientists cut open my body they would find liquid cortisol instead of blood. everything hurts nowadays.

 

[Altunyiskon]

Just be relaxed and don’t look aggressive. Just give them a smile maybe and acknowledge them looking at you.

i physically can't be relaxed, and my eyes don't match my smile so i just end up looking like a fucking rapist.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

i physically can't be relaxed, and my eyes don't match my smile so i just end up looking like a fucking rapist.

Maybe just wave and say “how is it going” next time someone stares at you. It will be much less awkward for both of you. If they don’t reply, make a funny joke like “it’s okay if you are too shy to talk”.

 

[Altunyiskon]

Maybe just wave and say “how is it going” next time someone stares at you. It will be much less awkward for both of you. If they don’t reply, make a funny joke like “it’s okay if you are too shy to talk”.

i'm too much of an ugly fucking creature to make jokes like that. if i have to speak to a stranger i usually say some shit like "g'day" in the quietest tone possible.

 

[andrej]

The stares are the most anxious inducing thing.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

i'm too much of an ugly fucking creature to make jokes like that. if i have to speak to a stranger i usually say some shit like "g'day" in the quietest tone possible.

Who cares about your ugliness, it will only be weird if you make it weird.