SuicideFuel I didn't have a single friend throughout 11 years of school + 4 years of University, 1 year of military service + at my current job.

[Pointless]

I never had anybody. Literally nobody at all and I still don't. But the fact that I went through 11 years of school all alone. Never hung out with anybody, never had anyone to befriend or share secrets with or relate to is crazy to think about now. Literally everybody ignored me. Not even Just women. But even guys wouldn't befriend as they thought I was weird. I was always that quiet kid that sit at the back of the class. And this one time my teacher even made fun of me saying "Him being here or not being here is the same thing" yeah it is. I know I contribute nothing. I'm a ghost.

Same shit happened in University. I tried jestermaxxing to get a social circle but instead I got a giant fucking slap to the face as reality hit me hard. Nobody gave a fuck and nobody wanted to hang out. Certainly girls didn't even give a single fuck about my existence. They wouldn't even laugh at my jokes. And eventually I became that quiet kid again that sat at the back. But this time it was different. I was now seeing women fuck Chad all before my very eyes. And I was devastated. It was a brutal moment for my blackpill Awakening.

Then I got into mandatory military service for a whole year. And I got bullied by guys younger than me and commanders barely older than me for being quiet and asocial. JFL. And now I'm working at some factory. And nobody at my job remembers my name. Will this be the way until I die? I wonder if they'll even put me in a grave. Probably will die alone in my room too.

 

[BasedGoyslopReviews]

never began
brutal
kind of similar except in 15 years of schooling i had 2 other outcasts as friends

 

[Divineone]

Brutal
I will be your friend from now on

 

[WhitepillOverdose]

Man, as a fellow former jestermaxxer I feel with You. Once You start nobody will ever take You seriously again and if You're ugly and mentally deficient You'll never lose the sticker of jestermaxxer. My only friend ever was another mentalcel from another class I managed to get in high school after I stopped jestermaxxing. We naturally gravitated towards eachother. And how did You ended up in some factory with a university degree? And what about military service? I guess it must have been BRUTAL as an incel. I cannot even imagine having to do a military service for a country and a society that actively despises You.

 

[RandomGuy]

DEFIANCE

 

[Pointless]

Man, as a fellow former jestermaxxer I feel with You. Once You start nobody will ever take You seriously again and if You're ugly and mentally deficient You'll never lose the sticker of jestermaxxer. My only friend ever was another mentalcel from another class I managed to get in high school after I stopped jestermaxxing. We naturally gravitated towards eachother. And how did You ended up in some factory with a university degree? And what about military service? I guess it must have been BRUTAL as an incel. I cannot even imagine having to do a military service for a country and a society that actively despises You.

I'm freshly out of service and it was the worst experience of my entire life. Being locked at a place full of teenager bullies who are all physically bigger and stronger than me. I got bullied, yelled at, they stole my shit, made me pay for their shit or give them my money, they'd steal things from my locker like shaving cream, Gillette etc. I was luckily so poor but they even stole some socks the army gives everybody. So I had to have only 1 pair of socks for a whole month during November 2024. All in all it was the most brutal experience of my life. Words cannot explain the despair I felt. But even if you tried killing yourself (if you somehow escaped surveillance) and if you ended up failing they would imprison you for avoiding service. And this country despises me. Yet took a year of my life, just because I am a man.
And there's an employment issue. So I have to grind at this factory for God knows till when.

 

[Chud Norris72]

That is absolutely brutal brocel, I had a few irl friends in the past, atleast you have us now .

 

[8CbZA-kHFu6pFgE*]

I was now seeing women fuck Chad all before my very eyes

So girls literally had sex with Chad directly infront of you ?

 

[Leon98]

Mogs me for attending University, I dropped out of high school

 

[DoomThreeKoala]

Truecel moment.
If you don't have friends, it's over.

 

[Lust]

looks are important for friends too

 

[Pikacel]

You need an upbringing + sports growing up or you won’t be able to socialise.

 

[8CbZA-kHFu6pFgE*]

looks are important for friends too

If you have autism or schizophrenia then you can completely forget the idea of ever making a genuine friend