kissless virgin at 23. Why on earth would I want love now or at 27 or 37 or 47 or whenever at this point? Love wasn't there when I needed it around 15. Nobody cared about me when I needed anyone, nobody helped me when I needed literally anyone. And to be fair to the critics of the BP, I am incredibly bitter about this. If I found love (not that I would) at any point in my life, I couldn't forget about how nobody looked my way when I was down. I volunteer(ed) for a lot of charity causes irl etc, so I get to complain about others not helping me in return. This would be especially pronounced if I hard looksmaxx and find "love" then, all I'd be able to think about is how she wouldn't have looked my way back when I still wanted love.
THIS IS WHY I SAY NOT JUST TEEN SEX
BUT TEEN SEX
AS A TEEN
If you have teen sex as an mature adult, it will never count, because you will always feel the shame of being a ephebephile, you will always feel the shame that you leveraged a power imbalance to get what you want, it's something you can never share or brag about to peasants in these modern times. You you will never have the chemistry of raging hormones in your body to make every drip of pleasure maximized to it's zenith. AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, you will never have sex for a completely stupid and genuine reason, other than being a mindless teen in pure lust mode: no care about money, your social power is just the town, you aren't as indoctrinated into ingrained ideas about what status is other than stupid teen shit, but even then it's all kind of malleable. All of these things make love and sex 10000x more pure. SHES HAVING SEX WITH YOU BECAUSE OF YOU AND WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE AS A TEEN. All in this tiny tiny window of perception when the whole entire world is open to her, YOUR VIRGINITY TAKING, is what will IMPRINT IT. She will be a totally different foidhiveminded bitch only 3 years from now. BUT AT THIS MOMENT, you are just Cody, the boy next door, taking her virginity together, and the sky is the fucking limit.
AND THAT'S AS PURE AS IT GETS.
HAVING TEEN SEX AS A TEEN AT YOUR FATHER'S LAKESIDE CABIN WHEN THEY ARE AWAY OR THE BACKSEAT OF YOUR CAR OR IN HER ROOM AFTER SNEAKING IN THRU HER WINDOW IS THE EPITOME OF HUMAN PLEASURE. AND I DONT FUCKING KNOW WHY THERE ISNT MORE PORN THAT SPAM THIS CONCEPT OVER AND OVER MUCH LIKE RAINBOW PARTIES
IF YOU HAVE TEEN SEX AS A TEEN
THAT SEED WILL GROW WITH YOU FOREVER. YOU TOOK VIRGINITIES AWAY AT THE PERFECT TIME