Venting I despise having mental illness

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

I have a fever RN cause incel inmune system has sperged again on the season, brutal.

One of the worst things i think i have is having mental illness, i pity any other brocels that have to deal with this shit, the amount of times i've felt i can't control my brain and have paranoia episodes or outboursts or shit its exhauting, i can't even be at peace cause idk whats gonna happen the next day, out of nowhere i may sperg out and delete shit or self harm or whatever.

Any other brocels here diagnosed with shit like this?, like mania, BPD, schizoid, idk

 

[MarkusDerÜberboss]

yeah i feel u i i cant live without alc or weed. if i dont have it i have sperg attacks and hit myself etc. fucking hate this shit....and having to work makes it even worse but im to much of a pussy to go to a psychiatrist so im doomed to work and drink and smoke

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I don't have any official mental health diagnoses like that, but I've definitely felt like I lost control before. It's scary when your own mind turns against you like that.

 

[chudjak]

I have no mental illness, it's everyone else that is ill! Normies are a plague

 

[Soystein]

Any other brocels here diagnosed with shit like this?, like mania, BPD, schizoid, idk

I am diagnosed with asperger syndrome and obsessive-compulsive disorder, they also said I have a "schizoid personality construction" but from what I understood they don't diagnose a personality disorder if the symptoms can be explained by something else (ass burgers in my case). I also have anxiety that disables my brain in certain situations.

 

[DioptricAtol]

I have a fever RN cause incel inmune system has sperged again on the season, brutal.

One of the worst things i think i have is having mental illness, i pity any other brocels that have to deal with this shit, the amount of times i've felt i can't control my brain and have paranoia episodes or outboursts or shit its exhauting, i can't even be at peace cause idk whats gonna happen the next day, out of nowhere i may sperg out and delete shit or self harm or whatever.

Any other brocels here diagnosed with shit like this?, like mania, BPD, schizoid, idk

What is RN

 

[DioptricAtol]

I have no mental illness, it's everyone else that is ill! Normies are a plague

That's the spirit. It's not "illness", we are just different. I have no issues talking to other spergs and schizoids

 

[waterchip]

I have a fever RN cause incel inmune system has sperged again on the season, brutal.

One of the worst things i think i have is having mental illness, i pity any other brocels that have to deal with this shit, the amount of times i've felt i can't control my brain and have paranoia episodes or outboursts or shit its exhauting, i can't even be at peace cause idk whats gonna happen the next day, out of nowhere i may sperg out and delete shit or self harm or whatever.

Any other brocels here diagnosed with shit like this?, like mania, BPD, schizoid, idk

I’m extremely mentally ill. I’ve attempted 10+ times. This is my first post, not a great one honestly, but I just need to get shit off my chest. I a psychotic and delusional, autistic, and just overall depressed. Yeah.

 

[Emba]

What is RN

Regional nurse