Venting I Deserve A Second Chance

[DarkStar]

I've been thinking more and more on this, but I deserve a second chance at life

I deserve to re-live life onward from HS with everything I know now, being NT, and at least a point or so above my current looks and/or 5-6 inches taller

I fucking hate how everything has gone for me; I have a few things ig I can be proud of. However, it constantly eats at me and I wish I had focused on stuff I can control more instead of just coping and growing so complacent in comfort

I recall mentioning stuff to this effect to my parents in the past and hearing "the world just doesn't work like that" yeah sure but I deserve a second chance, idc how I sound anymore I just want to have a chance again. Fuck, even if it's not a chance to ascend I just want a chance to live a better life and do better- I can't let go of past mistakes due to my ADHD

I just feel so fucking let down and defeated

 

[nico]

we all do.

 

[Misogynist Vegeta]

We all deserve that second chance but it's not too late to improve your life even if it's only by a small amount.

 

[SCP-Gorillion]

We all deserve that second chance but it's not too late to improve your life even if it's only by a small amount.

 

[PolnischeKartoffel]

we all do.

We all deserve that second chance but it's not too late to improve your life even if it's only by a small amount.

 

[PolnischeKartoffel]

For me it would be only better face, being NT and maybe 2-3 inches taller (ca. 185 cm)

I can no longer cope

 

[FriendX]

we all do.

 

[Poopless One]

Nah. From 5 years old at least.

 

[IWWorkER]

No second chance for us
Foids get 6 million chances though

 

[Paladin]

I think about this all time but more so starting from what would be the same school year that you would've started high school in (different school system) so from 14-15 onwards with stats that would've gave me a fighting chance in life. I can relate with you in that I have a lot of regrets about stuff that I didn't do or things that I didn't try hard enough in even and even if I would still be an incel I think I had the opportunity to live a better life than I'm living right now. I can't say that I did everything right and still failed but I think that goes for pretty much everyone.

 

[Paladin]

Getting isekaied into another reality entirely would be nice also

 

[Manlet]

It's a common sentiment I think, I wonder how different my life would be if I could start over from the start of highschool knowing what I know now. Realistically things probably wouldn't change much but it's still a nice fantasy.

 

[Manlet]

I wonder if I focused on height gain before my bones fused how much I could have grown, that could have changed my life a lot even a couple inches is life changing stuff.

 

[Ryo_Hazuki]

I'd need an additional 3 points facially and 20 IQ points to have a chance at a remotely acceptable life in this hypothetical new game+. Even then, that would just make me a normie, so it wouldn't be a great life, just more tolerable.

But for me to actually have a good life, or at least the CHANCE of a good life, i'd need an additional 5 points facially and 40 IQ points.

 

[caineturbat2003]

A second chance will be just another physical and psychological torture for me. Either new life with new body and identity or nothing, these are my terms.

 

[superpsycho]

I've been thinking more and more on this, but I deserve a second chance at life

I deserve to re-live life onward from HS with everything I know now, being NT, and at least a point or so above my current looks and/or 5-6 inches taller

me too

i deserve to relive all of life with basically a whole genetic reroll. id need a whole different face (literally anything but this), at least 20-30 additional iq points, 5 more inches of height, no back problems, proper motor skills, and knowing everything i know now

unfortunately the timepill spares nobody.

 

[ColderManTruce]

we all do.

A second chance will be just another physical and psychological torture for me. Either new life with new body and identity or nothing, these are my terms.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

We never had a true first chance to begin with

 

[wereq]

But for me to actually have a good life, or at least the CHANCE of a good life, i'd need an additional 5 points facially and 40 IQ points.

Same. I can't even kill myself.

 

[The Scarlet Prince]

It's something we will never be afforded. We are doomed to simply exist as we are until our deaths.

Yet still, I don't think much would change even if I were sent back ten years in the past. I've become so disillusioned with society that even if I were afforded everything, I'd still isolate myself from people. I suppose I've simply lost faith in mankind. It doesn't feel like I can ever connect with 'humans' ever again—if you can even call them that. They're fundamentally different than me, and I want nothing to do with them.

 

[lnceI]

We never had a true first chance to begin with

 

[AdolfRizzler]

We never had a true first chance to begin with

 

[AdolfRizzler]

we will never have a second chance sadly even if we deserve the second chance, we didn t even have the first chance!

A second chance will be just another physical and psychological torture for me. Either new life with new body and identity or nothing, these are my terms.

same

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

You could send me back 10 years and I would only find a way to make things worse.

 

[WastedPotential]

I've been thinking more and more on this, but I deserve a second chance at life

I deserve to re-live life onward from HS with everything I know now, being NT, and at least a point or so above my current looks and/or 5-6 inches taller

I fucking hate how everything has gone for me; I have a few things ig I can be proud of. However, it constantly eats at me and I wish I had focused on stuff I can control more instead of just coping and growing so complacent in comfort

I recall mentioning stuff to this effect to my parents in the past and hearing "the world just doesn't work like that" yeah sure but I deserve a second chance, idc how I sound anymore I just want to have a chance again. Fuck, even if it's not a chance to ascend I just want a chance to live a better life and do better- I can't let go of past mistakes due to my ADHD

I just feel so fucking let down and defeated

At ths point I feel like the government owes me money to surgerymaxx, LLS and facial surgery.

 

[Icarus]

There is no going back and changing anything. All of it was predetermined to lead you on a path to total self destruction and misery.

Every detail was unavoidable. There are no what ifs.

Free will does not exist.

 

[caineturbat2003]

There is no going back and changing anything. All of it was predetermined to lead you on a path to total self destruction and misery.

Every detail was unavoidable. There are no what ifs.

Free will does not exist.

Fatalism makes more sense than determinism. No matter what choice you make, the outcome is the same.

 

[Icarus]

Fatalism makes more sense than determinism. No matter what choice you make, the outcome is the same.

Everything has a start and end point. The chicken came before the egg.

Whether or not our life starts or ends, there was never any true meaning to it.

So I agree the outcome is the same.

It's just an uncomfortable shitty experience.

 

[Sir Silentium]

I deserve a first chance