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*im just venting here, be nice I’m emotionally depressed right now*
I believe escortceling is necessary for some men but I realized it turned into an unhealthy addiction for me.
1-the high cost. I’ve always known I’m spending more than I should but I was avoiding doing the math and choosing to stay in denial. The hookers themselves don’t cost a lot but when you count the travel cost, the hotels, the alcohol and the total amount I spend is around $500 a month to escort twice a month.
2-the risk of std’s. I got tons of std’s but the ones I can’t forget are genetial wrats that I had to freeze off with nitrogen and got scars for 6 months and the other is chlamydia in my eyes.
3-the ease. Having access to hundreds of girls where you get to pick and choose is making me too lazy to pursue dating and relationships. I’ve been escortceling for so long and now I will become 30 years old in 3 months and I don’t even know how to get a date or what am I supposed to do in date.
4-the mental issues. Having hundreds of girls compete for your attention can be an overwhelming experience and I have been escorting for so long I started to forget it’s about the money and genuinely starting to believe they are attracted to me and all women should act like that around me.
I don’t think I’m a truecel. I believe if I spent the escort money into improving myself (fix my teeth,treat my acne, hair transplant) I can become 5/10 and have a chance to attract a girl.
I believe escortceling is necessary for some men but I realized it turned into an unhealthy addiction for me.
1-the high cost. I’ve always known I’m spending more than I should but I was avoiding doing the math and choosing to stay in denial. The hookers themselves don’t cost a lot but when you count the travel cost, the hotels, the alcohol and the total amount I spend is around $500 a month to escort twice a month.
2-the risk of std’s. I got tons of std’s but the ones I can’t forget are genetial wrats that I had to freeze off with nitrogen and got scars for 6 months and the other is chlamydia in my eyes.
3-the ease. Having access to hundreds of girls where you get to pick and choose is making me too lazy to pursue dating and relationships. I’ve been escortceling for so long and now I will become 30 years old in 3 months and I don’t even know how to get a date or what am I supposed to do in date.
4-the mental issues. Having hundreds of girls compete for your attention can be an overwhelming experience and I have been escorting for so long I started to forget it’s about the money and genuinely starting to believe they are attracted to me and all women should act like that around me.
I don’t think I’m a truecel. I believe if I spent the escort money into improving myself (fix my teeth,treat my acne, hair transplant) I can become 5/10 and have a chance to attract a girl.