latin_elioth
Hope is the worst of all evils
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Due to a cosmic joke, a foid (which I was mildly attracted to) ended up calling me to vent (I hate when normies open up to me) with me how she was leaving her bf, how she tried to make peace with him, describe me how they lay in bed, how she hugged him and how they ended up having sex, how he as been his bf for years. She told me everything.
Why I am proud of myself. That would be suitfuel for everyone else.
Sure, In the past if something like that had happened to me, would have destroyed me. But the fact that I was able to manage the pain, makes me realize that I am becoming desensitized to those types of things. Makes me realize that I have become accustomed to the pain, I am getting numb, I'm becoming empty, numb, I dont feel anything, that is a relief for me.
I have been exposed to so much shit, that I dont feel anything anymore. I hope this is forever
Why I am proud of myself. That would be suitfuel for everyone else.
Sure, In the past if something like that had happened to me, would have destroyed me. But the fact that I was able to manage the pain, makes me realize that I am becoming desensitized to those types of things. Makes me realize that I have become accustomed to the pain, I am getting numb, I'm becoming empty, numb, I dont feel anything, that is a relief for me.
I have been exposed to so much shit, that I dont feel anything anymore. I hope this is forever
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