AshamedVirgin34
Sexlessness survivor
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- Nov 4, 2022
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I'm in my early twenties, going to university and stuff, but I couldn't sleep today because I spent all night thinking and tormenting myself because of my incel condition.
Being an old virgin is really killing my desire to live, I have a high sex drive but it's SOOOOOO FRUSTRATING to know I will never have a satisfactorial sex life, I will never know how other person's tongue feels like in my mouth, I will never stop being an untouchable loser, no woman will ever have consensual sex with me, and that makes me feel like an alien, like someone who can't do something as "normal" and "common" as having sex and being in a relationship.
I don't care how much bluepilled sons of bitches say sex isnt a big deal. Ofc if you're sexually satisfied you don't think about sex all the time, the same way you don't think about food unless you're hungry, and eating will not solve all your problems (financial problems, problems in your family, self esteem issues...), but it will calm a specific desire you have. I have seen women complaining that they have a high sex drive but haven't got laid in months, so I dont understand why it's so hard for them to understand my frustration. Maybe they know my frustration is valid, but they want me to stop searching for sex so I dont try to have consensual sex with them and possibly ruin their days with my subhumanity.
I am heterosexual, and, naturally, I desire to have sex with women, and it's trully deppressing knowing how many experiences I'm missing out and how much of a weirdo I'm considered by society and women because of my virginity.
Being an old virgin is really killing my desire to live, I have a high sex drive but it's SOOOOOO FRUSTRATING to know I will never have a satisfactorial sex life, I will never know how other person's tongue feels like in my mouth, I will never stop being an untouchable loser, no woman will ever have consensual sex with me, and that makes me feel like an alien, like someone who can't do something as "normal" and "common" as having sex and being in a relationship.
I don't care how much bluepilled sons of bitches say sex isnt a big deal. Ofc if you're sexually satisfied you don't think about sex all the time, the same way you don't think about food unless you're hungry, and eating will not solve all your problems (financial problems, problems in your family, self esteem issues...), but it will calm a specific desire you have. I have seen women complaining that they have a high sex drive but haven't got laid in months, so I dont understand why it's so hard for them to understand my frustration. Maybe they know my frustration is valid, but they want me to stop searching for sex so I dont try to have consensual sex with them and possibly ruin their days with my subhumanity.
I am heterosexual, and, naturally, I desire to have sex with women, and it's trully deppressing knowing how many experiences I'm missing out and how much of a weirdo I'm considered by society and women because of my virginity.
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