Venting I cope by remembering the time my oneitis was a pure untainted virgin

[Uglyman]

Although, during that time she avoided me like plague and even told me to never call her again. But having her live across the street was a nice cope cause I felt less alone with her nearby.

Now, she has moved out from her parents's house and went to live with her 10th boyfriend just like her younger sister did a few years ago. I moved out too but unlike her, I live all alone in a small dorm in a different country and I want to kill myself.