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Suicidal Schizoid
Mentalcel deity
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She just started riding the cock carousel, this is the 3rd guy, some other pretty boy faggot probably, I feel like going ER but why do I even care, why do I compare myself to a foid, I'm LDARing meanwhile she gets in a new relationship every 2 months
She is bpd imo from knowing her but her therapist has her on bipolar meds which helped stablize her mood but now she is just bpd with no emotions (cold af) and her therapists does PTSD treatment with her cause she was ''SA'd''
the SA in question : some ex boyfriend of her made her suck his dick plus another guy's dick and she started crying and screaming and they left her alone, after breaking up with him they sent her nudes to some of the dudes in campus and she knew about it
1st guy dated for 8 months took her virginity at 23
2nd guy dated for like 2 months just a sex friend ig
3rd guy just started dating
she bragged about losing her virginity to me while I was drunk
inb4 i get banned im still KHHV and incel with huge failos
that was my only ticket out of inceldom i'd have been happy if i just dated her but nah nothing happend, 4 years and a nothing burger
lonely so i talked to someone who was interested in me, i didn't care about anything
soon as i thought i was out, they pull me back in
I can't take it anymore, I can't stay a virgin while my ex oneitis is fucking around, I'm going to escortcel for the first time and IDC if anyone calls me fakecelafter this news
i ordered some paella and shrimp to feel good
it didn't even taste good
i close my eyes i see the clown
This is no ascension story, I will never get a girl's love, I can't wait forever for some impossible scenario where a foid will fall in love with me and we lose our virginities together, meanwhile everyone else and people I know are fucking, time is running out and you can't be the 30 year old creep scouring for in their early 20s virgin girls, especially since it ostracizes you and will nuke your reputation and I can't have that, my future job is super reputation based, so... if I don't coom inside a whore this next week I will lose my mind and starve myself till death from brain damage...