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AMOR FATI
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Obviously if I feel this way Ive never been in a situation where a girl has actually "come onto me" strongly or anything like the typical PUA bullshit of a girl laughing at your jokes or touching you on the arm or something or saying "we should hang out/study together" blah blah blah, but there were maybe 2-3 instances which I can't look back on and say for sure if a girl liked me or not. Its sad that there hasn't been a definitive time where I can say a girl has liked me in all 22 years of existence. Even the recent Plymouth shooter said that he had girls that were into him in the past just lol and I'm the same age as he was and cannot legitimately tell. One instance was that when I was 15 I went to an academic day camp sort of thing to help with SAT scores for 6 weeks. During this time there was this Asian girl in one of the classes that kept staring at me every time I looked over at her across the room. This went on for like 2-3 weeks and Im not sure if she liked me or something thus when I went home I just fantasized/daydreamt about her and I dating and doing things together but nothing ever came of that obviously. I was too much of a pussy to even say "why are you looking at me" after class or something. But yeah Ive just been thinking back at my life and what a joke It has been the past few days so there's that.