I can't take this shit anymore (suicide 2018 boys)

[jackbud]

High school dropout NEET, never had a job, have 0 (ZERO) friends, no gf, no hope for the future anymore at all. I will never be a part of society again, it's too late. It's over, I mean that 100% sincerely.

2018 is my last year, i just know it. I'm gonna blow my fucking brains out. And it's gonna feel so fucking good.

 

[A Good Friend]

At least you said "a part" and not "apart" like every retard in the world does now.

So you have some value. (pretend I italicized "some")

 

[visage]

pretty much me except i have a job
how old are you

 

[KyloRen]

Welcome to the club

 

[8008]

Don’t forget, saint blackops2cel is watching over you always. You are loved child.

 

[nausea]

just stay here and read some legit lifefuel

 

[Blackpill101]

I won't kill myself because I gotta weigh my options and see if a higher power actually exists and will put me in hell for doing it. However, what if reincarnation is actually real? Maybe you'll become a Chad in your next life; you never know my friend.

 

[jackbud]

pretty much me except i have a job
how old are you

19. Been sitting in my room on 4chan since I was 15. Who knows how much damage I've done to my fucking brain over the last 4 years.

 

[A Good Friend]

pretty much me except i have a job
how old are you

19. Been sitting in my room on 4chan since I was 15. Who knows how much damage I've done to my fucking brain over the last 4 years.

The plot thickens.

Is there anybody here that didn't legitimately have their life destroyed by 4chan?

I know I did.

 

[mexicel]

Do you believe in an afterlife OP?

 

[jackbud]

Do you believe in an afterlife OP?

My psychiatrist thinks I'm schizophrenic so I try not to think too hard about it, ruminations about an afterlife could lead me down a terrifying mental path. but I guess my answer is I don't know.

 

[KyloRen]

My psychiatrist thinks I'm schizophrenic so I try not to think too hard about it, ruminations about an afterlife could lead me down a terrifying mental path. but I guess my answer is I don't know.

Schizophrenia is a serious, physical, ailment. 

Keep an eye on it.

 

[A Good Friend]

Do you believe in an afterlife OP?

My psychiatrist thinks I'm schizophrenic so I try not to think too hard about it, ruminations about an afterlife could lead me down a terrifying mental path. but I guess my answer is I don't know.

I would chalk any strong emotions up to your possible health problems and stick with the professional route. Mental health services gets a bad rap in these types of communities, but you could benefit from treatment.

any port in a fucking storm

 

[undeadcel]

Same here just that Im 22 and much uglier than you, actually you look like a norman to me. Is there anything other than your face holding you back ?

 

[Richard spencer]

High school dropout NEET, never had a job, have 0 (ZERO) friends, no gf, no hope for the future anymore at all. I will never be a part of society again, it's too late. It's over, I mean that 100% sincerely.

2018 is my last year, i just know it. I'm gonna blow my fucking brains out. And it's gonna feel so fucking good.

Exact same except I don't want to kms

 

[jackbud]

Same here just that Im 22 and much uglier than you, actually you look like a norman to me. Is there anything other than your face holding you back ?

I'm not happy with my looks but to be completely honest I don't even know anymore, frankly the idea of meeting a woman just seems like a complete fantasy at this point because I literally go months without leaving my home.

when you sit inside a room 24 hours a day and your only social outlet is 4chan your brain starts to rapidly devolve...I just don't know if I have what it takes to face reality anymore.

There are a lot of pseudocels and normie types on this board so sometimes it's hard for people to understand.. I've been cut off from society for 4 years straight. NEETdom is real for me, it's not just a fictional meme about "basement dwellers", I'm literally living that life. I don't go to school. Don't work. I don't even talk to people online on discord or anything. I'm a ghost. 

I guess what's holding me back is everything, everything is just fucked, fucked beyond repair.

 

[asdf1234]

What will make you not consider suicide?

 

[Newbite]

Hope you have the courage to go through with it and hope its painless.

 

[Minjaze]

You've basically described me.

 

[modus_coperandi]

You've basically described me.

Haven't you made this exact same thread yesterday too?

 

[Minjaze]

Haven't you made this exact same thread yesterday too?

Yep, lol.

It's amazing how similar we all are.

 

[Sparrow's Song]

Dude, you're just like me almost. Pretty much a relative. We are NEETcels and mentalcels. Thinking about ways of saving people like yourself is a great way to vanquish dark thoughts. You seem to have great normie potential, it's not over for you. You could easily get a chick if you look in the right places.

 

[asdf1234]

Dude, you're just like me almost. Pretty much a relative. We are NEETcels and mentalcels. Thinking about ways of saving people like yourself is a great way to vanquish dark thoughts. You seem to have great normie potential, it's not over for you. You could easily get a chick if you look in the right places.

C O P E

 

[Deleted member 306]

We shallm go together.

 

[jackbud]

What will make you not consider suicide?

complicated question. I have numerous aspirations in life (unlike most incels) but I just don't know where to begin. At this point I'd rather give up and die than put any effort into my disaster of a life.

if I could make enough money running my own business, that would go a long way in easing my suicidal feelings. I feel like a child, so fucking emasculated, and if I could become truly independent I'd have far more respect for myself. But I don't think i have what it takes to be independent.

Obviously I'd like a decent woman too but that's not something I think about anymore. Just feels like a ridiculous pipe dream.

 

[asdf1234]

What will make you not consider suicide?

complicated question. I have numerous aspirations in life (unlike most incels) but I just don't know where to begin. At this point I'd rather give up and die than put any effort into my disaster of a life.
if I could make enough money running my own business, that would go a long way in easing my suicidal feelings. I feel like a child, so fucking emasculated, and if I could become truly independent I'd have far more respect for myself. But I don't think i have what it takes to be independent.
Obviously I'd like a decent woman too but that's not something I think about anymore. Just feels like a ridiculous pipe dream.

What country you in? Wouldn't mind helping fellow incels start a business

 

[jackbud]

What country you in? Wouldn't mind helping fellow incels start a business

I'm in the US. Illinois. I really appreciate that man but right now my mind is too fried to even dream about starting my business.

People talk suicide constantly on this forum and on /r9k/ but I don't think most people actually consider it as an option. I do. I have the cash to buy a pistol and this is no joke to me. so I'm gonna give it a few more months of thought and then I'm probably out for good

 

[asdf1234]

What country you in? Wouldn't mind helping fellow incels start a business

I'm in the US. Illinois. I really appreciate that man but right now my mind is too fried to even dream about starting my business.
People talk suicide constantly on this forum and on /r9k/ but I don't think most people actually consider it as an option. I do. I have the cash to buy a pistol and this is no joke to me. so I'm gonna give it a few more months of thought and then I'm probably out for good

Well damn, I don't live in the same country as you. I'm in a similar situation except I study. And yeah, a lot of people aren't serious about suicide. Some here have actually gone through with it though.

I don't know man, it just sounds like a waste, I don't know what to say to you to make life better cause really, your only hope is that you somehow overcome any social retardation you have and get a job. Or get really lucky selling stuff from home.

 

[QuantumDummy]

The plot thickens.

Is there anybody here that didn't legitimately have their life destroyed by 4chan?

I know I did.

Never been on 4chan.

 

[Kointo1]

At least you said "a part" and not "apart" like every retard in the world does now.

So you have some value. (pretend I italicized "some")

What does it matter lol?

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Never been on 4chan.

I only use it for porn and hentai

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Mental health services gets a bad rap in these types of communities, but you could benefit from treatment.

For good reason

 

[Solitarian_Walker]

Are you my doppelgänger? You sound exactly like me. Except I won't suicide before 2027.

 

[ArtoriasWolf]

Will you make a goodbye post?

 

[disposableman]

ITS ALL COPE

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[undeadcel]

Same here just that Im 22 and much uglier than you, actually you look like a norman to me. Is there anything other than your face holding you back ?

I'm not happy with my looks but to be completely honest I don't even know anymore, frankly the idea of meeting a woman just seems like a complete fantasy at this point because I literally go months without leaving my home.
when you sit inside a room 24 hours a day and your only social outlet is 4chan your brain starts to rapidly devolve...I just don't know if I have what it takes to face reality anymore.
There are a lot of pseudocels and normie types on this board so sometimes it's hard for people to understand.. I've been cut off from society for 4 years straight. NEETdom is real for me, it's not just a fictional meme about "basement dwellers", I'm literally living that life. I don't go to school. Don't work. I don't even talk to people online on discord or anything. I'm a ghost.
I guess what's holding me back is everything, everything is just fucked, fucked beyond repair.

I understand very well, Im a neet too for 6 years now and fucked in every way possible.

 

[MrTran]

Rest in peace bro.