It's Over I cant stop thinking about death.. and it starting to piss me off

[AutisticCopecel]

i swear i was suicidal for 4 years up to this last 2 months but then something changed..
i have developed a sudden fear of death, like i cant stop thinking about it, this the only things thats in my mind
about dying, whats after death etc its fucked up
and the funny thing is nothing else changed in my life, i didnt find friends no, i didnt find money..
and i obviously didnt ascend jfl
i feel like im tripping, switching from wanting to die NOW, with NEVER wanting to die at all

what the fuck is this, can someone explain?

 

[Emba]

Thought of suicide turned me into a survivalist! Now I want to live forever.

And as long as I stay alive I can stay alive due to all my myriads of skills

 

[SIR ETHNICCEL]

i swear i was suicidal for 4 years up to this last 2 months but then something changed..
i have developed a sudden fear of death, like i cant stop thinking about it, this the only things thats in my mind
about dying, whats after death etc its fucked up
and the funny thing is nothing else changed in my life, i didnt find friends no, i didnt find money..
and i obviously didnt ascend jfl
i feel like im tripping, switching from wanting to die NOW, with NEVER wanting to die at all

what the fuck is this, can someone explain?

your testosterone is dropping. You will be aggressive with it and chilled witrhout it

start working out and go no fap and see what happens

 

[AutisticCopecel]

your testosterone is dropping. You will be aggressive with it and chilled witrhout it

start working out and go no fap and see what happens

tbh.. i thought something similar
time to inject T unironically and do what you said too
otherwise my brain and my heart will explode and i will die sooner than i want

 

[Izayacel]

Survival instinct , it Is Natural to fear death

Could be Testosterone aswell , and the fact that you didnt Got that Shit injected AS a Kid IS beyond me.

It Is Like this Society wants to have weak man