All i wanted was a normal life with a girl. I wanted to have a childhood, but bullies and other students made that impossible. I remember every insult and soul crushing moment from school, even till now. I'm just ignored, it's like I don't really exist. I've never had friends, been invited anywhere, or even comforted. I understand im ugly but to get excluded from everything, not just girls, leaves me wondering why I'm almost 26 and I haven't killed myself. I'm just ranting but i didn't get to live, not even once. 
