Story I can't remember when I realized it was over

[Shay Patrick Cormac]

I genuinely can't remember when I became blackpilled, or when I had the exact comfirmation, I only remember since I was a kid I was a bit cynic and cried because I was bullied and alone, I always knew I was ugly and had that resentment and envy for chads and normies, but the tought of women being truly responsible for my suffering, despite them initiating the bullying, never crossed my mind, because in italy we are very indoctrinated, we say "Le donne non si toccano nemmeno con un fiore", "women musn't be touched not even with a flower ". Despite that, I always felt uncomfortable every 8 March (Women's day), I always had this feeling that I was wrong in beliving women were good. Then I entered a cringe redpilled state during puberty and tried looksmaxxing and acting confident but was only humiliated by females especially, and the cruel acts and bullying they inflicted on me,made me realize I was a fool, so I started searching randomly on the internet things like "Why am ugly" "what to do if you are ugly" "why people bully me" "why can't I find love" "why girls don't like me" and I stumbled on an italian redpill forum: "Il forum dei brutti" and discovered the truths, I related a lot to more blackpilling posts rather than redpill ones, so I began digging and discovered incels.is and lurked 3 years before joining. Still, I don't remember the exact day I discovered the full truth, kinda like how you can't truly pinpoint the moment Walter White became Heisenberg.

 

[ArabAndFramecel]

Dnr but I think most of incels interiorize from a real young age that its over but they try to cope especially during adolescence

Today it seems very difficile to cope since you are bombarded by blackpill content on TikTok from age 7 jfl

 

[Zaraj11]

I don't remember the exact day I discovered the full truth, kinda like how you can't truly pinpoint the moment Walter White became Heisenberg.

I think there is no exact date for anyone, it is a process, you learn continuously.

Honor those who seek the truth, beware of those who've found it.​

 

[suicidecase]

Well written and relatable.

 

[the kurdish loner]

I genuinely can't remember when I became blackpilled, or when I had the exact comfirmation, I only remember since I was a kid I was a bit cynic and cried because I was bullied and alone, I always knew I was ugly and had that resentment and envy for chads and normies, but the tought of women being truly responsible for my suffering, despite them initiating the bullying, never crossed my mind, because in italy we are very indoctrinated, we say "Le donne non si toccano nemmeno con un fiore", "women musn't be touched not even with a flower ". Despite that, I always felt uncomfortable every 8 March (Women's day), I always had this feeling that I was wrong in beliving women were good. Then I entered a cringe redpilled state during puberty and tried looksmaxxing and acting confident but was only humiliated by females especially, and the cruel acts and bullying they inflicted on me,made me realize I was a fool, so I started searching randomly on the internet things like "Why am ugly" "what to do if you are ugly" "why people bully me" "why can't I find love" "why girls don't like me" and I stumbled on an italian redpill forum: "Il forum dei brutti" and discovered the truths, I related a lot to more blackpilling posts rather than redpill ones, so I began digging and discovered incels.is and lurked 3 years before joining. Still, I don't remember the exact day I discovered the full truth, kinda like how you can't truly pinpoint the moment Walter White became Heisenberg.

We know it's over the moment we were born
"I was born and my life was over"
-st. Hamudi

 

[LOLI BREEDING]

I remember it down to the exact date. it was 18 years ago

 

[Qizarate]

During puberty

 

[Shay Patrick Cormac]

We know it's over the moment we were born
"I was born and my life was over"
-st. Hamudi

"When your brocel says it's over, truly I tell you: It never began" - The Holy BlackPill

 

[HaruCel]

Everyday I'm grateful that I'm aware of my ugliness and the fact I knew it was over from a young age. There's are too many dude going around life completely oblivious to how repulsive people find them.