SuicideFuel I can’t live anymore after everything I have realized , after everything I have seen

[packardD]

I don’t know guys. I have expressed this a couple of times, I spend my entire time daydreaming. I skip classes in university to daydream. I have no joy in my life. I don’t play video games anymore, haven’t played one for almost a week now and have no desire to especially after making it to 15k in comp solo two times (@DreamCoper).

I just don’t understand, why , why am I the one rotting here on this website. Even if it doesn’t seem like so, I am hurting deep inside every single day. All these realizations, all the eye opening experiences that have led me here. I am tired. I want to die. I just can’t function properly anymore. My body is giving out on all fronts. I just can’t anymore. The blackpill really does take a toll on your mental health, that’s for sure.

 

[FBI]

Nice knowing you!

 

[Icarus]

It's a big reason why most people don't want to admit it. The truth really is a hard pill to swallow.

It takes something from you and makes life unbearable.

 

[aryanmikmaq]

Don’t rope bro

 

[packardD]

It's a big reason why most people don't want to admit it. The truth really is a hard pill to swallow.

It takes something from you and makes life unbearable.

 

[packardD]

Don’t rope bro

I am not going to rope, I don’t necessarily want to anyway. Just really tired of the absurdity of this world.

 

[Runt171]

. I am tired. I want to die. I just can’t function properly anymore. My body is giving out on all fronts. I just can’t anymore. The blackpill really does take a toll on your mental health, that’s for sure.

Im the same Now
I doubt I will be able to cope much longer since Everything Is getting worse and Im in pain constantly

The blackpill isnt the problem its just that we have shit genes
If my genes weren’t terrible and I learned about the BP I wouldn’t care as much

 

[Soystein]

When I realized I would never get a wife I lost the will to live and gave up on everything in life.

 

[packardD]

Im the same Now
I doubt I will be able to cope much longer since Everything Is getting worse and Im in pain constantly

The blackpill isnt the problem its just that we have shit genes
If my genes weren’t terrible and I learned about the BP I wouldn’t care as much

Yes, it’s all about the perspective. We are all deep thinkers here still, that is what separates us from the normoid npc minions. We are outcasts and that feeling is amplified by constant reminders of our incapable shit genetics (which is why we were outcast in the first place)

 

[aryanmikmaq]

When I realized I would never get a wife I lost the will to live and gave up on everything in life.

Yeah I was really delusional thinking I would get married some day back then

 

[AdolfRizzler]

The blackpill really does take a toll on your mental health, that’s for sure.

yes it does, but if u don t know the blackpill it s not like its gonna change the reality, it just helps u to know the cause

 

[lnceI]

Life sucks

 

[Runt171]

Life sucks

 

[FriendX]

Life sucks

 

[flute_snoop]

I am hurting deep inside every single day.

A lot of us do. It was mentioned recently that we should all help each other and not put anyone down, and I agree.

 

[Zaraj11]

You can always find new copes. In the past I spent every day around 3 hours studying chess for years, I was so immersed in it that it didn't bother me I never had a girlfriend. Now I gave up because I don't have talent for it, my new quest is to study history and to know everything about the world. You can also study languages if you don't have a better idea.

What I suggest is to find something, anything to make yourself busy, if you work hard on something you won't even have the time to think about these issues.